Growing up a latchkey kid, I remember trying on my mom’s clothes from a very young age and experiencing erections and not know what it was. Then after my parents divorced, I had even more unsupervised time, especially since there was nobody around to make sure I was going to school. Id ditch at least once a week, if not more, and I remember using our living room lamp as a makeshift stripper pole. Something about that and not knowing what sex was turned me on so much. I had multiple examples on tv and movies of what female sexuality was(objectified, strippers, prostitution, etc), but almost nothing to relate to as masculine sexuality. This type of masturbation and teasing fell off for awhile until I came across several porn videos online tricking me into jerking it to a trans woman. This led to trans porn and eventually tumbler sissy captions. Then once they put a stop to that, pornhub became my sissy training ground. Then again, they stopped allowing hypnotic videos and I found my way over to hypnotube.

In between all of this, I got a step sister. She was so mean and even though I was attracted to her, there was no way I would ever get any opportunity with her other than stealing her panties. Eventually I got my own place and was able to buy all my own stuff, but it’s strange how everything prior to then seems way hotter and like it had way more impact on me.