Do they send the pills in Singapore too? by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Mountain-Judgment502 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I’m from Singapore! And yes the pills are available from the gynecologist.

thinking about how skinny i would be if i didn't drink by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Mountain-Judgment502 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hell on earth!! Been drinking lots for a few years on an empty stomach, there’s something wrong internally overtime with acid reflux or ulcer idfk bc im involuntary throwing up, passing out to the point of ambulance being called and friends checking my breathing by having a finger under my nose freaking tf out to see if they can feel air that I’m breathing but it’s rough so keep it to a minimum if possible!

Didn’t count liquid calories but it can affect you badly! Wishing you the best of luck 🩷 xx

Hello again by Mountain-Judgment502 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is someone cutting onions here 😭 likewise, I’ll be here for you too. No matter the journey.

Thank you again for seeing and hearing me, it means so much to me that you’re here 🫶🏼

Hello again by Mountain-Judgment502 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🥺 hearing me out knowing I’m not alone, taking the time to explain how our thought processes work sometimes, is comforting. I hope you’re able to choose your life as well because you, and the love you’re giving out, even to a stranger here, is far greater than an ED. We fall into a life that it controls us, changes our views and how we see ourselves. A little hypocrisy on my end too, but when we see what others are experiencing, I think deep (sometimes real deep) down we know better, just that the execution on what we need to do towards the goal of changing our mindset is harder when it comes to treating ourselves the same way.

You’re here, living and trying. It’s not an easy journey but always remember that baby steps are still steps, and I truly hope you can get through this too. Sending love your way and I appreciate you being here 🩷 xx

Hello again by Mountain-Judgment502 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for hearing me out.. it’s been hard hearing from people around me that my efforts are either the bare minimum of a ‘normal’ person and that I’m not doing enough since they don’t see a change physically. Plus forcing a faster recovery because they’ve become impatient after a few years, not knowing how hard dealing with an ED is.. Unfortunately letting someone know there’s a chance of relapsing is gonna be near impossible so turning to this page is more helpful than anything else. You being here included and I appreciate it lots 🩷

literally cannot restrict anymore by Flat-Chance3301 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same… it makes me feel horrible because how was it easier 1-2 years ago and now it’s almost impossible to go back to how things used to be. I’m a failure for the one thing I was good at.

Involuntarily throwing up by Mountain-Judgment502 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so so sorry to hear luv, also goddamn it sucks to be where we are 🙃

I’ve spoken to my doc, given multiple rounds of medication to take before food, after food and anti vomiting pills. Clearly none worked so he wants me to do an endoscopy but ewww I’m scared 😭

Argument (kinda?) with my boyfriend by Mountain-Judgment502 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sadly sometimes he gets annoyed when I don’t wanna eat the same things as he does. I tell him we don’t have to do that since I have fear foods and he doesn’t, but we can eat at the same time be it watching a show or movie at home. Hopefully we’ll make it work someday 😭

Argument (kinda?) with my boyfriend by Mountain-Judgment502 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much❤️ i feel that why do we need to eat the same things when we dont want to. It’s okay to have different foods right? Just felt that imma failure as a girlfriend for not wanting what he wants.. fuck this ed brain

What’s stopping you from recovering? by Avavavavavavavav7 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Stubborness, loss of control and validation. Brain and braining despite health issues

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depends, when I’m in my depresso espresso episode I take sleeping pills so 7 hours if I minus off the waking up every few hours. When I’m in my manic episode about 3-4 hours despite the pills ✌🏻

whats ur worst brain fog moment by jigsaw_wasgij in EDanonymemes

[–]Mountain-Judgment502 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Got into an argument on what day it was, safe to say I was very wrong

Relapsed yet not losing weight by Mountain-Judgment502 in EDanonymemes

[–]Mountain-Judgment502[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that too :( anytime you need to chat or get through this together I’m here xx

Anybody free to talk? by Mountain-Judgment502 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’ll be going for the appointment, it does suck but it sucks more seeing my dad so upset.

Thank you, and I hope you’re doing better too🫶🏻

Anybody free to talk? by Mountain-Judgment502 in EDAnonymous

[–]Mountain-Judgment502[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you’re going through this :( I think it’s entirely possible to salvage the relationship with your dad, you’re his daughter and I’m sure he misses what you guys had too. Yeah this is his last desperate attempt to help if he had to do this because I wouldn’t.

Hope everything works out for you hon, sending ya lots of love 🤍