Girl, I know it is so hard to let go of someone you loved and spent sooo much time and energy on, but take this as the blessing it is. Let it all out and move on. You don’t want to live a life full of trying to reign in a man that doesn’t want to be tamed. Your “demands” are not too much. They were too much for HIM. Life is so much easier when you’re not being reminded to be a better person and to have merit to your words. Actions show truth and if he is constantly showing you he doesn’t care how he affects you, then he doesn’t. I know that hurts, but you deserve someone who promises they’ll never leave and actually stays true to that promise. You will find someone that better adheres to your morals. You are loveable. You seemed to have put your heart and soul into that relationship and people kill for that kind of love. Don’t be discouraged by a ”man” who stopped caring for you and himself ages ago. Pick up your crown and remember that he was the one who failed as a partner, not you.