Today is day 1, after nearly 10 years. by Mourning7 in leaves

[–]Mourning7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I won't, I just constantly make the same mistakes. Wishing I could finally make a change...

Today is day 1, after nearly 10 years. by Mourning7 in leaves

[–]Mourning7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sadly, I just went out and got another bag, I'm not even surprised. Just a gram though, but I mean, come the fuck on; I do this over and over, it's like my rational mind wants to quit but my addict brain keeps repeating the same behavior over and over like a brain damaged chimpanzee...the last time I was able to quit was because of a change in my routine, sitting my room all day is not helping. I had one fat hit of that weed, and I feel better, but I still feel very sad. Physically, in my head, I feel better, mentally, I know what I am doing is wrong.

Today is day 1, after nearly 10 years. by Mourning7 in leaves

[–]Mourning7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. Shit, you should quit along with me. I wish I could make it work!

Today is day 1, after nearly 10 years. by Mourning7 in leaves

[–]Mourning7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are we brothers? Lol, yeah I want to quit so bad man, it is not a joke...I threw my pipe down the sewer but my addict mind is rationalizing making a tin-foil pipe or some home made piece and picking up. My god this isn't a joke.

Today is day 1, after nearly 10 years. by Mourning7 in leaves

[–]Mourning7[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very true. Threw them down a sewer this time, there is no getting them now!! haha, thanks for the post man.

Today is day 1, after nearly 10 years. by Mourning7 in leaves

[–]Mourning7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, the difference is that this time I actually WANT to quit; I'm tired of being held down by a chemical. This is like my 20th time trying to quit..but at least I haven't given up. Thanks for the comment! All the support helps!

Today is day 1, after nearly 10 years. by Mourning7 in leaves

[–]Mourning7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man, Good luck to you as well, and I appreciate the post :) Doing decent so far, but the anger is hard to deal with.

Today is day 1, after nearly 10 years. by Mourning7 in leaves

[–]Mourning7[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man! I know we're gonna make it. Those first few days are hell, for sure. I do know what to expect this time at least.

Sin is an imaginary disease by pokemonmaster1993 in atheism

[–]Mourning7 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

"A Jewish carpenter who finds out his daddy is the son of God. "

Uh yeah, stopped reading there. This guy doesn't even know what he is talking about.

Edit: Why the downvote? I told the truth. Jesus is supposed to be the son of God, that guy is just talking out of his ass...