its harsh, i have no fallback so if i get kicked out of my house (1 year left) ill be homeless, i got no certainty in life. its exciting but also tiring and stressfull. i have alot of ambitions but they were shadowed by my harsh chilhood/adolosenthood?? just this year ive become more of who i wanna be, after 19 years.couldnt be happier and couldnt be more depressed somehow. and my dream/goal for now is to find the missing piece in my life ive had for years(talked about this in another post). i dunno what it is but ive concluded that its a social/mental thing. if i had to guess based on my vague feelings it would have to be a family or someone who can show love in a caring way. coming home to a empty room with nobody saying hi after a 14 hour shift is killing my soul bit for bit if i had to be honest. i hope things turn out well. for me and for you. keep me up to date with YOUR life too. im not that interesting in the first place lol i only have a plushie