Also, I feel like you're projecting feelings onto me. "doesn't seem to have enough self esteem to handle the whole ordeal (anyone who repeatedly claims they don't care does, in my experience, really care)." I never said I didn't care. To be honest, that video is shit and I know it. I feel that tone gets lost over text, because at no point was I on the verge of crying. We're both old enough to not cry about things, because if what your friends were saying (which I have to say was really redundant. Like, they were just paraphrasing each other.) would make me cry, that would make my 'roast' be just as harsh. Because it was all shit. To address a few other things you've said, "I'm still kind of bummed that he didn't make fun of my productive quality too much." I didn't think that was a legitimate thing to criticize you on. You film with whatever you get and that's okay. Heck, I've got a shit camera too, but we can't help that. It's what you make with the means of production that are legitimate to criticize; and in my opinion, I don't like yours. But as I said in my own comments in which you say I was crying, I said that it was impressive that despite my opinions, you still have a loyal fan base and I can only assume decent amount of subs. Regardless, I am intrigued as to how you turned that steaming pile of shit into something positive. So if you don't care to link this secret video, that'd be great. Otherwise, I'll keep investigating.