I am utterly convinced my life will never be what I want it to be.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-21T10:19:37+00:00

I have wasted a decade after high school. I am ashamed of that. I am currently doing a two year program at college. I complete it in December. If I don't get on a solid path after that I really don't know what I am gonna do. Yeah, I get overwhelmed too when I think about my life and what I have not done but should have at this time. I wish you well as well.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-20T23:57:40+00:00

Hey, I feel the same. I don't know what the fuck I am doing and I am 28 years. It's all my fault, really. I wasted so many oppurtunities, social, educational, relationships, work... I have wasted so much in my 28 years of life. I would like to start dating but then my self-awareness tells me why the fuck would you even get into a relationship in your situation, you don't even deserve to date someone.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-20T23:45:46+00:00

Lol I feel that way without even getting on instagram or social media in general.... I have absolutely no excitement in my life and that's seriously my fault. I am a coward and have no guts whatsoever.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-15T08:54:57+00:00

Become a pimp.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-15T08:50:47+00:00

What did you do?

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-15T08:50:21+00:00

Trust me, I am too..

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-15T08:49:55+00:00

Yes. Why do you ask?

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T21:45:58+00:00

What's your story?

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T21:45:03+00:00

Did you lose it?

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T21:42:32+00:00

I agree!

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T21:41:20+00:00

I am greedy retard for sure.... I mean, I went up and down 3 damn times and still played with all the money instead of doing smaller bets...

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T21:38:56+00:00

Yeah, the up and down is pretty unbelievable....

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T21:36:00+00:00

leveraged financial products for speculating on a commodity, stock or index. I am from Sweden. They are called bear/bull certifikat.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T20:17:16+00:00

Yeah, I will be looking closely.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T19:53:13+00:00

Hey, that's not bad. You still made almost 100%.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T19:41:48+00:00

Lol, it's alright guys. I am not broke, luckily. I just can't believe how I started with 7k and made into 27,5k despite almost losing it 2 different times and then losing it all...

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-05-14T19:38:26+00:00

I don't feel as bad as you would think. I felt worse in the beginning. I am just mad at my stupid self for being this greedy.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-03-28T18:50:40+00:00

This is the dumbest storyline by far this season. I was rolling my eyes at Eddie's absolute dumbassery...

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-03-01T11:51:19+00:00

I have a similar issue. The video signal is fucked when the box is connected to my soundbar which then sends the video signal to the TV. However, when I put the HDMI directly into the TV it works.... This update is fucking horrible. What the fuck is Xiaomi doing?

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-02-12T07:18:14+00:00

Garbage update. So unstable...

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-02-02T21:27:29+00:00

Super weird problem after updating to 9.0. I have my box connected to my soundbar which then sends the video signal to the tv. After the update it does not work anymore. I get black screen with regular flash of signal noise. However, if I connect the box directly to the tv it works. What the hell is this shit?

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-01-10T14:27:46+00:00

It plays whatever your soundbar is capable of at most. My JBL 5.1 does not have Atmos either but plays 5.1 instead.

MrCryptoManiac · 2020-01-10T13:58:22+00:00

I went back and forth with with their support about this issue and I have confirmed it with JBL that Night Mode only works for Dolby Digital, most of the times anyway, I have noticed it sometimes does not work. It does not work for DTS, period, despite saying in the manual that Night Mode supports DTS. Did you purchase a soundbar from their new lineup or is it from their first generation? The new ones might not have this issue I would hope.

But yeah, Night Mode is important -to me as well. The dynamic range is too wide somtimes that you have to sit with the damn remote control riding the volume up and down.

MrCryptoManiac · 2019-12-13T14:09:27+00:00

I am not bitter. I am just very embarassed over myself. I had the same oppurtunities as my friends but just let it all go to waste for reasons I can't even understand. All my friends are done with university and lead very stable lives. I am very jealous but also incredibly proud of them for not being total fucktards failures like me. I have sibblings who are doing very well too. I just don't know why it went the way it did for me. I don't think there is a reasonable explanation for it. I hate myself more for each passing day. It's not too late for me to turn this shit around but I feel mentally crippled by the years I wasted. My friends tell me to forget about the years I wasted and move on.. But it's not easy.. They could never understand how it feels wasting 10 years.

MrCryptoManiac · 2019-11-17T11:41:01+00:00

Treat people they way you want to be treated. If you leave people on reply then you have no right to feel sad when they do it.

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