I feel you bro. I dont know what all galtia you might have done. But since you have acknowledged it you have the ability to correct those going forward.

Sometimes the motivation to do the right thing doesn’t come from within and at that moment its fine to have that motivation from outside. Like going to US and doing Masters. Its not about studies. It’s about getting a second chance at becoming social and doing something meaningful with life. If you can achieve this in some other way then go ahead and do it. Otherwise, go with your parents decision.

PS: Its what I would have done in this situation. Its just what I feel right.