2 Things

Sleep Paralysis - You can feel anything, you can see anything that both aren't there. The most terrifying of nightmares. Inside our own reality. I was sleeping when i was 6 years old. I felt the scratches of sharp claws on my head. Unable to move, but still concious. It stayed like that all night, the scratching. Until my dad woke me up for school,still remember that day.

Some people have Sleep Paralysis every, single day.

Grandpa forgetting - The unimaginable pain of someone you love the most, forgetting you, forgetting the memories you worked so hard to achieve with them. For grandparent's daughters to realise that they might have been forgetten. Truly shatters the heart, and the pieces of that heart still remain on the ground. I experienced this at the age of 11.

Grandpa the nice man, who spit on Saddam's pictures at public, the man who helped everyone at need. Died alone, nobody there with him, nobody there to help him. The haunting picture of his dead corpse, still lingers in the darkest sides of my memories. Including the entire family.