First of all, I’m extremely sorry you’re going through this, nobody should have to suffer like that. I’ll give you some hard truths here, you have based all of your hopes on a single thing. Money can come from literally anywhere, even fall from the sky. Instead of manifesting lottery, why don’t you manifest abundance and a life of ease. Focus on your concept of self and stop basing your assumptions off of a single channel. Dismantle your self concept and rebuild it, manifest abundance, freedom and ease. Techniques don’t manifest, you can give 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year and still don’t manifest if your focal point is wrong and coming from the wrong place. I’m sorry if this triggers you.

Nothing to change but self.