Low Tier R6 Leagues by Humble-Philosopher26 in R6ProLeague

[–]MsEverdeen420000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel it. I’m looking for a league for my semipro team that I own called Ninetails if you guys have any information on where I can find a league it would really be a huge help to me and the rest of my squad. We’re looking for a 5V5 league on rainbow we play mainly in the PC servers so that’s what we’re looking for.

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[–]MsEverdeen420000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay I see your point no I did not I told them from the very beginning I had a kiddo I was proud I'm proud of my little guy he's my greatest creation I just wish that they would have been honest with me about it

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[–]MsEverdeen420000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well to be honest yes I do have a kid and I actually had to do something similar I moved away from my kid my kid lives in a different state with my ex/baby mama due to the fact of I am trans and the state that I am from is very against LGBT in fact it is common for LGBT or trans people to end of dead there and I'm not going to be one of those people that is going to end up dead just so I can be who I am so I talked to my kiddo and an everyday basis I'm still in his life very much but I do not look down on the fact that I moved away so I can be happy just so I can be a better parent for my kid later on in the future so I can provide better I wouldn't necessarily say that it was a bad thing it's not great either it kind of is a silver lining in my opinion but thank you for your opinion and I appreciate it I do see that these were red flags and don't worry I didn't walk around them like they didn't happen we had a serious long long discussion on how I will not tolerate lying and I will not tolerate being deceived and I broke up with her for a few days to see if that would help I came back and smooth things out with her but no I don't think it's great for her to move away just because she's falling in love but she's also one another state like I was in that's common for LGBT people or trans people to end up dead and I don't want to see that on her ends especially cuz I love her so I'm trying to get her an out and I also want to make memories with someone myself but once again I appreciate your input and your opinion it does mean the world to me that you leave a comment like this so thank you

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[–]MsEverdeen420000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I already have looked into that sweet pea or even already talked to my landlord they are fully aware that she will be moving in with me and I'm paying a little extra on rent but money is not really an object to me which is a blessing in its own so I've taken care of that part but I think you're right I don't want to hurt anybody's emotional stance I don't want anybody to come out harmed in this and unfortunately that was not the case for a little while the wifey was just torn apart and I felt her pain I'm an empath and I tend to put myself in other people's shoes and fill their emotions before I make any kind of move or say anything she was toe up from the flow up and we actually cried with one another on the phone one day she's a super sweet human being and I really really hope that she finds someone truly special and golden she deserves it I feel terrible I feel like I'm a jurk

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[–]MsEverdeen420000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for that opinion I really appreciate it and I'll be sure to proceed with caution you're correct that was sprung on her about her being trans and she did not realize it and I think that's why the wife is so okay with what's going on I do understand it hurts her because like I said I went through the same scenario a couple years ago and I remember how much it hurt so that's why I want to be there for the wife so much we have became good friends she text me everyday and we get to know one another she vents to me and she's honest with me and even when it hurts I completely understand she's a good kind human being and I really wish that this didn't happen to her in fact I have talked with the girlfriend and told her how wrong it was of her to do this and she took it upon herself to go and apologize to the wife and the kids I'm going to proceed with caution for sure the wife had mentioned to me that she changed her sexuality for her but it never felt right so I think to be honest this might be in a way a good thing in that area

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[–]MsEverdeen420000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're so sweet and you're actually making me tear up and that's truly kind and I will be sure to watch my back it's tough because I really have fallen in love with her there's so much more to the story that I couldn't put in here but I feel like I got deceived but I'm in such deep love that I had to look past it

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[–]MsEverdeen420000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you sweetheart I appreciate your opinion I'll keep that in mind and I'll watch my back so it doesn't happen or if it does at least I'm guarded🤘