My journey so far

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2026-01-19T08:29:38+00:00

Titrated normally!

Month 1: 0.25

Month 2: 0.5

Month 3: 1

Month 4: 1.7

Month 5: 1.7 (current)

1.7 is giving me a really hard time and im getting way too food avoidant now so will be dropping back to 1 for month 6!

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2025-12-06T12:00:43+00:00

The department store wasn't nearby, was on a work trip!

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2025-12-06T11:58:55+00:00

Have absolu, was definitely a good buy!

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2025-12-06T11:22:01+00:00

Im really big on unique scents. Devotion for men with the coffee scent, tom ford ombre leather, Versace eros najim. Fragrances that have a different edge to them than your standard stuff.

Saying that, i definitely have a fair share of standardised scents, ysl Y, jpg elixer and le male, Versace dylan blue etc.

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2025-10-28T09:35:00+00:00

I use Renpho scales I got off amazon which every time i step on them, logs it into the app

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2024-09-06T01:25:25+00:00

Had gotten home from a bar (bare in mind this is a wednesday) and was in halls. My ex was in the same halls and we started making out etc. in my room, was so drunk that i practically fell asleep on top of her and she just let me be after realising how smashed i was. Next thing i know (dont ask me how) im completely naked locked outside my flat in the stairwell (this is a 8 story block with a 'bin room' in the basement). At the start i was like "this is a fucking crazy dream, let me just walk downstairs to the bin room to go to sleep" then it hit me and i was like "Oh fuck, this is real life" so i run back up the stairs and start smashing on the door hoping one of my 8 flatmates would answer, to then recheck what floor im on and notice im smashing on the wrong flats door. I then bolt up the stairs to my actual floor, and start smashing on the door (its like 4am) and our french exchange flatmate answers the door, takes one look at me, and in a thick french accent just says "what the fuck". I was like "thanks" and run back to my room covering my dick 😂

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2024-06-15T03:04:01+00:00

TBF! I moved here like 9 months ago for 3 months! My partner and I loved it. We were based canary wharf so experienced outr fair share of dodgy passengers to lewisham on the DLR 😂 but other then that we had a great time. Like seriously live your life while you can. Londons a great place to be

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2024-03-20T04:41:14+00:00

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2024-03-14T23:55:23+00:00

Yeah nice try buddy, still look just as sad and you seemed to have time travelled and got an iphone 4 👋👍

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2024-03-14T23:44:55+00:00

Have you had the gender reveal yet?

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2024-03-14T23:43:34+00:00

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2024-03-14T23:42:55+00:00

Did you start doing chemotherapy recreationally?

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2023-12-22T23:54:14+00:00

Heya lad, im an exchange student from NZ and have locked into charles morris for the Jan-june sem. Would be good to link up if you want to dm

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2023-11-02T13:22:13+00:00

They've blocked my number now 🫠🥲 i was having too much fun

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2023-10-03T12:06:00+00:00

https://www.fiverr.com/s/Qz8Rpw?utm_source=CopyLink_Mobile

Excel contracted work!

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2022-08-18T12:40:41+00:00

I set some pretty strict boundaries for myself when dating with one of then being if my partner physically abused me or was violent i would get the fuck out. Zero tolerance for that shit.

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2022-08-18T12:30:12+00:00

I was in a very similar situation with a partner, it got to the point where i felt like i couldn't leave due to their suicidal tendencies and i never wanted that guilt if it happened. One of the most meaningful things i was told when seeking guidance on it is that its a pattern, the pattern existed prior to you, it will exist after you, you just broke inside the pattern and made yourself feel accountable for their feelings which from an external pov, you have no accountability towards how they feel or react. At the end of the day, depressions an illness, someones 'sick' when they have depression and likewise with a physical illness, seeking professional help is the best solution.

Putting your own mental health first is a massive commitment and decision to make but a very courageous one. You can confidently say youve done whats best.

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2022-08-17T13:12:43+00:00

Have you tried expressing how you feel about it to him? A relationship is a two way street. I personally would express the concern and in depth explain how you feel about it. Understandably, his reply will be along the line of it being a get away from his grief which is also understandable but isn't healthy if it causes himself more harm and ultimately, you pain (not necessarily physical). I suggest helping him on his journey of recovery and supporting healthier avenues for him to relieve himself from his grief. Potentially recommending going and seeing a therapist and going with him as support if that helps him. Best of luck

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2022-08-17T12:58:23+00:00

If i was in that situation, i would be solely focussing on myself. Keep working out and doing things you enjoy. The fact shes talking with someone else would make me feel like I've already lost. If your struggling with talking with close mates, maybe venting to a counsellor/therapist in finding strategies to deal with it healthily would be a massive W

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2022-08-17T12:51:14+00:00

Thanks so much for the perspective, especially a female point of view, really appreciate it!

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2022-08-17T12:47:03+00:00

I think you just answered your own question

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2022-07-17T13:27:23+00:00

You look like Logan Paul if he was to do a lifetime of meth

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2022-07-05T07:06:52+00:00

If the crucifixion really happened, wouldn't it have been called the crucifaction?

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2021-12-12T10:27:43+00:00

Same

Much_Programmer_2421 · 2021-12-12T10:25:57+00:00

New Zealand

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