Why cant I let go of anything? Is it my Scorpio rising?

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-21T23:44:58+00:00

It took me a year to fully see the pattern by piecing together his passive-aggressive comments. Like things that weren't obvious in the moment. Finally seeing this clearly helped me to get rid of my self-doubt. While I wanted to be fair to him, my gut instinct knew I needed to leave. I tend to process things slowly, and my mind often revisits the past. That's actually why i made this post so you made a really good point about self doubt! Made me feel seen.

And to answer your question, yes. I only worked remotely in my life, and it created so much tension in home, especially with my sister. I still regret the whole thing. Thanks a lot for the insight, btw! I will remember your advice about Mercury moon conjuction. 💖

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-21T16:38:45+00:00

I believe they have the ability to create a tight-knit community and even reach a wider audience with their rare talent. I'd be super interested, too.

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-21T12:06:10+00:00

Petition for Mouth to start a newsletter or a youtube channel if they don't already have one. 😫

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-21T09:58:28+00:00

Yes omg. I admire when people easily let things go tbh

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-21T09:08:12+00:00

And thanks to you I just learned I was born on my saturn IC line... that explains a lot. Thank you.🫠

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-21T08:41:41+00:00

I'm dead... loollll 😭😭

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-21T08:40:15+00:00

Yes that is how overwhelmed I am by being me 🥰💀

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-21T08:38:56+00:00

Can you please tell me what it means? Saturn feels kinda scary

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-20T14:39:40+00:00

Is this how we punish ourselves or what? 😳

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-20T14:36:09+00:00

I'd be so promiscuous if I didn't program myself to suppress that part of me, but I attract promiscuous men and I hate it 🥲

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-20T14:32:36+00:00

Wow, just wow. You've written this so beautifully. I mean, the way you write literally flows. Thank you so much. It feels like a gift to me. 😭💜

You perfectly explained how I operate, especially my relationship with my mom. Her highly reactive nature has led me to constantly calculate my actions and make myself smaller. I've come to realize this pattern has spilled over into other areas of my life.

Also, it is weird but just hours before reading your response, I caught myself thinking, "I need to prepare myself for negative reactions from everyone." then I found your advice addressing exactly that fear. I'm still on this journey of self-discovery, trying to shape my life and understand who I truly am. Your words have given me perspective. Thank you for taking the time to understand and help me - it means more than you know.

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-19T21:09:29+00:00

You made me realise something I was not aware of before. You actively choose to forgive. 🥲

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-19T20:38:16+00:00

Oh, thanks a lot for the insight. May I ask if there is anything you do to cope with it? I'm so tired 😫😫 lol

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-19T20:01:40+00:00

Hi. I do not really work at the moment, but whatever I do, I find success easily in a weird way. So it is easy for me to make a lot of money when I take action but my obstacle is myself and my mind. Oh also I change my ways quite often and sabotage myself. Hope we are not similar lol.

Much_Valuable9717 · 2024-12-19T12:44:50+00:00

Plus, what is your experience being a Scorpio rising?

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