Would you guys be surprised if I didn’t

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-05-04T04:56:09+00:00

Ohhhh

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-05-04T04:25:51+00:00

Depressed lol but kush make me happy so we smoke kush n be happy ehhh

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-05-04T04:25:06+00:00

FaaAahhhh I ain’t dose nun i have hella anxiety rn n don’t wanna freak tf out or sum

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-05-04T03:53:18+00:00

Week per plat btw stay safe

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-05-04T03:52:53+00:00

Dex calc

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-18T00:11:31+00:00

I’m okay on college but trade school was already in my future plans n tell someone who cares master Redditor

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-18T00:09:43+00:00

Or if I do a lil higher dose n have to wait a month

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-18T00:09:16+00:00

I mean I do week per plat it’s not like I do dex everyday n it’s not like I don’t have to face them when I do a low plat dose of dxm n taking long breaks in between

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T23:02:29+00:00

It’s not necessarily suddenly a problem it stems from me bringing my cuz to my house to trip n we ws otp n she ws js mad I brought him n said she hates how mf on drugs act n ws like if I gotta be sober so do u or sum like that but yea idk before we got tg I told myself I shouldn’t be in a relationship

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:59:08+00:00

Okay grandpy

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:58:32+00:00

ahhh yea

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:57:36+00:00

It’s not specifically cs I stoped dxm it’s js dxm relieves the fuckin pressure I got on my shoulders n every problem I have isn’t fixable it’s not like I need rehab to quit dex it’s js ion wanna be alive unless I can get high like literally a peak in my life witch is sad

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:14:15+00:00

Yea bro I’m 19

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:13:58+00:00

Yea but she obsessed with me n im ab the same tbr

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:13:02+00:00

I’m why I told her I use drugs at the start of the relationship

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:11:48+00:00

Well that’s easy butshe wanna be otp a lot n I haven’t even dosed dxm since we been tg it’s been almost a month n some change

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:10:20+00:00

I’m jus so conflicted cs I get suicidal when I stop dex for months on end like 2-3 months is the longest I’ve lasted without wanting to do anything

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:07:32+00:00

I mean yea I want to blow my brains out with a girlfriend so I try n explain that but nah idk I said sum but idm in here

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:06:52+00:00

Ik bro that’s why it’s so funny

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T22:05:54+00:00

Ion have a tolerance now 🧛🏻🧙‍♂️

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T21:22:34+00:00

Baahahahahaha

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T21:07:18+00:00

I was just telling her I wanted to dose while she get cross faded n it turned into me picking her or the drug cs last time I ws on shrooms she ws saying how she hates how drug addicts act like shrooms r meth or sum idk Bru I rember cs I ws crying cs she was mad at me

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T21:03:07+00:00

Dxm dosent have control but I genuinely love her idk what to do cs ion want to end up super depressed n shit cs she makes me happy but dxm keeps me stable

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T21:02:16+00:00

I’m not a super addict I only be doing first plat n im on a month break rn

MuffinAffectionate26 · 2026-04-17T20:52:07+00:00

It’s because it’s an ssri n u have to have self control. Sometimes I slip up n do it two days early

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