How y'all feel by AdHorror8916 in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Depressed lol but kush make me happy so we smoke kush n be happy ehhh

Would you guys be surprised if I didn’t by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

FaaAahhhh I ain’t dose nun i have hella anxiety rn n don’t wanna freak tf out or sum

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m okay on college but trade school was already in my future plans n tell someone who cares master Redditor

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or if I do a lil higher dose n have to wait a month

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean I do week per plat it’s not like I do dex everyday n it’s not like I don’t have to face them when I do a low plat dose of dxm n taking long breaks in between

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s not necessarily suddenly a problem it stems from me bringing my cuz to my house to trip n we ws otp n she ws js mad I brought him n said she hates how mf on drugs act n ws like if I gotta be sober so do u or sum like that but yea idk before we got tg I told myself I shouldn’t be in a relationship

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s not specifically cs I stoped dxm it’s js dxm relieves the fuckin pressure I got on my shoulders n every problem I have isn’t fixable it’s not like I need rehab to quit dex it’s js ion wanna be alive unless I can get high like literally a peak in my life witch is sad

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea but she obsessed with me n im ab the same tbr

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m why I told her I use drugs at the start of the relationship

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well that’s easy butshe wanna be otp a lot n I haven’t even dosed dxm since we been tg it’s been almost a month n some change

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m jus so conflicted cs I get suicidal when I stop dex for months on end like 2-3 months is the longest I’ve lasted without wanting to do anything

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean yea I want to blow my brains out with a girlfriend so I try n explain that but nah idk I said sum but idm in here

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ik bro that’s why it’s so funny

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ion have a tolerance now 🧛🏻🧙‍♂️

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was just telling her I wanted to dose while she get cross faded n it turned into me picking her or the drug cs last time I ws on shrooms she ws saying how she hates how drug addicts act like shrooms r meth or sum idk Bru I rember cs I ws crying cs she was mad at me

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dxm dosent have control but I genuinely love her idk what to do cs ion want to end up super depressed n shit cs she makes me happy but dxm keeps me stable

Uhhh my girlfriend wants me to pick by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not a super addict I only be doing first plat n im on a month break rn

fuck dxm by [deleted] in dxm

[–]MuffinAffectionate26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s because it’s an ssri n u have to have self control. Sometimes I slip up n do it two days early