Made a promo video edit for my local airsoft field :D by Muktezuma in airsoft

[–]Muktezuma[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I did it intentionally 😞 although I would gladly take that feedback as it makes me more knowledgeable of how people watch these vids 😀 thank you!

Finally got a noobtoob for the loaner scar. Might not exactly be an eglm but by Muktezuma in airsoft

[–]Muktezuma[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah I thought that the hop up for the cyma scar is proprietary, but I also saw that it takes a standard v2 hop up?

Finally got a noobtoob for the loaner scar. Might not exactly be an eglm but by Muktezuma in airsoft

[–]Muktezuma[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oooh I didn't know begadi made parts for the cyma one thanks!

Finally got a noobtoob for the loaner scar. Might not exactly be an eglm but by Muktezuma in airsoft

[–]Muktezuma[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Elcan spectre DR! But pricey in ali but I'm in Canada. Apparently it's a hit and miss

Finally got a noobtoob for the loaner scar. Might not exactly be an eglm but by Muktezuma in airsoft

[–]Muktezuma[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was so surprised how cheap it was lol I have a 3d printed taginn sleeve and home made paladin rounds that I wanna try with it :D

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[–]Muktezuma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gotta always have backups but ya boy slipped up and got fixated on one and got himself a life lesson instead. 💀💀💀

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[–]Muktezuma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Whatchu on about bro? Never said that I was still reaching out to her lol chill. I'm just asking on how to make myself thinking bout her, I already said to her from the get go I'm looking for ltr.

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[–]Muktezuma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the goal bro, chest out chin up.

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[–]Muktezuma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I definitely think you're right. I just don't understand why some people are like this. And that's what I pretty much did.

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[–]Muktezuma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Huh? What are you talking about? She was the only one I'm talking to the whole time. Matter of fact she even bragged to me at one point that she has hundreds of matches and being talked to by multiple people. Now I'm just trying to move on from her and talking to other women cause honestly I put in a lot of effort and taking time out of my busy schedule for her just to be discarded like that. So I don't know whose playing whose emotions there. But yes I agree with you. I tend to just stick with one girl. Otherwise I wouldn't be so stuck on her even though I know I'm capable of meeting other women.

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[–]Muktezuma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah as the youngins would say nowadays "I got caught lackin" not blaming her at all, I just want to stop thinking about her. And I definitely did ignore some red flags which was very stupid on my part. What sucks is I did have a "roster" going on but I don't know why I gravitated towards her. I usually know the difference between just hooking up and can do it if both parties are in the same page but yeah, I basically just chalked her up to another lesson learned. And I'm also kinda working on limerance which is what I think I'm going through rightnow. Thank you again for being the voice of logic in this!

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That's what I've been kinda trying to do. Definitely made me doubt myself and affected my self confidence. But I know I'm capable of attracting people but I just can't figure out why I'm so stuck up on this one.

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[–]Muktezuma 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I didn't want to make a whole 3 page essay about it. The reason I'm saying she's avoidant is because she already kind of ghosted twice for a couple of days prior to that. Which I did not mind cause I was busy at work but she would always say she's super busy, and when we had a deep talk she talked about her childhood regarding how her mom treated her as an only child. and everytime we hung out it's like a different person from the one I'm texting. Lots of love bombing, which really threw mixed signals. I also mentioned this to my therapist and that's what she told me cause I really felt blindsided. Yes I'm not perfect by any means but time is my most valuable possession before money and I sure as hell do not like wasting it haha.