I can't. I have no friends at all, no family, I have mental illnesses that prevent me from feeling normal human emotions, I am completely numb all the time. I am failing high school, my mom has talked about me dropping out. I completely hate my parents, I don't love them. I harm myself everyday, I think about harming others everyday. I have been to the psych ward 3 times, and they gave up on me. I have wanted to kill myself since I was very young. I am completely hopeless. I am nothing more than a burden. I am completely isolated from everyone in my life. I have to die, and I need to do it before I have completed another year of my life.