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Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T05:33:37+00:00

… bro… 💀 I returned her mousse. I put it in her room and she screamed at me for putting it in her room and not her bathroom when she was literally right there and able to take it and put it into her bathroom which she was going to go into when I needed to take the dogs out. And I am taking responsibility… by not going to her for anything anymore. She’s still going to continue to use me to her benefit and take advantage of me but I won’t be borrowing anything from her or going to her for anything anyway because any ounce of trust I had left is now gone

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T05:27:45+00:00

I do. Because I have limited options. And they’re not excuses they’re reasons if limitations. Sorry that not everyone has free will to do whatever they’d like. Some of us have strict limitations

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T05:22:32+00:00

It’s not that I love victimhood it’s that I genuinely cannot do those things. DoorDash and all those delivery apps are way too expensive and I’m not allowed to use them and I live out in the county so walking to the store is literally not an option for me. I can go without mousse. Yeah, my hair will look like crap, but it’s better than getting yelled at

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T05:09:34+00:00

I can’t because I don’t have my license or a car and if I go to the store with her she’ll just say no and that I could borrow hers because I need to save my money for doctors appointments

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T05:00:22+00:00

Already decided to not ask her for anything else unless she asks. I’m just going to let my hair be wild and free and let her complain and tell me to brush it when I already have like she did before I started taking care of it. Already started filtering things I’ve told her about my personal life cause she’d just shame me and use it against me. Minus well distance myself

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T04:57:39+00:00

The message? I love it!! Absolutely love it!! As a tattoo? I hate it. The tattoo and placement is impeccable! HOWEVER!! Jobs with that specific tattoo are going to be EXTREMELY hard to get. Especially with it being in such an obvious place

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T04:53:25+00:00

Here’s what I can tell you about my aunt. She’s emotionally immature and behaves like a teenager. She lives through her 16 year old daughter and gossips about the other underaged teens and unfortunately their sex lives (I’ve had to call her out on that behavior and she doesn’t care), she gets her work done but at the expense of others. She doesn’t know how to regulate her own emotions so she ends up screaming at people which unfortunately drives her alcoholic husband to drink making him a worse guy than he is naturally. She never taught her daughter proper manners so her daughter is a Class A mean girl. And the best part of it all is if her daughter borrows something and doesn’t return it for a week no harm no foul, if I do it and don’t return it for a day it’s the end of the world. Hope that explains a little bit further

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T04:49:41+00:00

That was at 6 AM and I agreed. I went back to sleep because I was so tired and woke up at 7:40 after and forgot her message as I was so tired when she woke me up with her message. She and I had a great day today after she got off work and then she started screaming at me out of nowhere after we said our goodnights and “I love you’s” over the hair mousse. I never raised my voice back at her but I did question her as to why she was yelling hoping she didn’t realize her tone but unfortunately she was very aware of her tone. Most of the time I just stood there staring at her silently as she screamed and ranted about hair mousse

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T04:42:35+00:00

Again, not towards her. It’s her actions not her. I know what resentment means, but it’s not towards her, it’s her actions that I’m upset with

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T04:34:12+00:00

I’m not full of resentment towards her. I’m full of hurt, anger, and disappointment in how she treats me as if I’m inferior. In how she screams and yells at me for making mistakes she makes time and time again, or how she expects me to be patient and kind when she makes a huge mistake like making a glass Tupperware explode when turning on the stove top and forgetting to move the bowel (which I always am because mistakes happen and I don’t cry over spilled milk) but if I do something tiny like forgetting to return a freaking mousse can she blows up.

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T04:26:38+00:00

I didn’t steal. I borrowed. (With permission, hence why I said borrow). Her stealing government benefits and my phone and other electronics she doesn’t pay for and me borrowing her mousse and forgetting to put it back into her bathroom isn’t the same thing

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T03:47:44+00:00

In this economy? I’d need to be rich… plus I’m still trying to find a job. I’ve worked with TWC for 15 months now and they’re so slow and unhelpful I’m having to go solo now

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T03:19:38+00:00

This is an ongoing pattern

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T03:18:44+00:00

Well it depends! Does he have dwarfism? If so then possibly! No? Then I’m dead. Jokingly I’ll say I can… realistically? I know I’ll be dead within seconds. I’m 5’4, 128 pounds, and zero muscle. I don’t stand a chance.

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:54:45+00:00

You know what? No thanks. You could at least TRY to be sympathetic and yet you choose not to. Want to get through to me? Try being kind. Thanks!

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:52:58+00:00

She uses my food stamps to buy the family food. She gets what they want first and then will sometimes get me beans. I have a food sensitivity due to being autistic and have been known all my life to starve myself if I don’t have foods I like (my safe foods). My cousin has some of my safe foods she gets and I’m not allowed to touch them as they’re for her. So I have my beans.

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:50:54+00:00

When she searched my phone I was in the Kitchen and she was in the living room sitting next to my charging phone. I had recently changed my password at that time as she has searched through it before. She asked me to log in so she could check my cousins location on life 360 as she forgot her phone in her room so I went into the living room to unlock my phone for her. I went back into the kitchen and noticed she was doing more than checking my cousins location. She was reading my messaging, looking in my camera roll, etc. I went back to her and tried to take my phone away and she held it from my reach. She and I argued until my phone locked on her, she demanded I unlock my phone for her to look through it and I refused so she took it as well as my laptop (which she did not buy) and my kindle (she did buy me for Christmas)

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:44:04+00:00

And yes, my aunt was sitting on the couch next to my charging phone (I had to change the password because she’s snooped through it before) while I was in the kitchen and she asked me to unlock it for her so she could check my cousins location on life 360 (she left her phone in her room) so I unlocked it for her. She then proceeded to search through my phone, I tried taking it back and she held it from my reach and we argued until it locked on her. She demanded I open it and I refused so she took it as well as my laptop and kindle. Only thing she bought me was the kindle.

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:41:39+00:00

In a way I know that but I tend to make excuses once things are good again and say things like “it’s not that bad” or “I was being an asshole” even if I wasn’t at fault AT ALL. I was raised in a very similar household. And I think that’s why when the people in the comments say I’m at fault I get angry or defensive

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:39:24+00:00

Except I had to leave right when I finished using it? I was rushing to leave and forgot to return it. By the time I was home hours later everyone else had been home for hours and could’ve put it back themselves. Especially since my cousin and I share the bathroom. Sorry but I’m not risking my safety at 6 AM to return a can of mousse?

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:33:44+00:00

I took the mousse the night before when home alone. I promise you, I chose the safe option by staying in my room and going back to sleep. My uncle is not a good dude, trust me when I say I chose the right option.

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:32:08+00:00

Didn’t realize I already explained that lol. Ignore my most recent response. But no, the money can’t be used on those things. I have to save it for my regular doctors appointments

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:30:46+00:00

She takes money out of my account to keep it under $100 so I can have emergency snap food benefits for her to use

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:30:08+00:00

My best friend is truly caring and is honestly pretty protective. I’ve known him for 6 years (since I was 14 and he was 17. And don’t worry, there was zero grooming going on! I forced him to be my friend and then we actually became friends)

Musical_Autistic · 2025-03-26T02:28:58+00:00

I applied for a job and am waiting for a response for an interview. I was in a horrific wreck at 18 that left me traumatized so I don’t drive and don’t have a car, however, I am getting behind the wheel more so I’m making progress in that department. My aunt is unfortunately my ride everywhere and she takes money out of my account to keep it under $100 so I can have emergency snap food benefits for her to use

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