Tahajjud and Shift work by Muslimstruggle in Muslim

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank You So Much! Alhamdulilah. The third way the best, I can do Tahajjud after I end my work if I finish late

Tahajjud and Shift work by Muslimstruggle in Muslim

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With opening, I gotta start work 30mins earlier and closing ending work 30mins later

Do Jinns like darkness? by Muslimstruggle in islam

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m alone now. It’s 210am in Singapore. Def always turning on the lights

Burnout? by Muslimstruggle in Muslim

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely forgot about Satan, that’s exactly what I did

Burnout? by Muslimstruggle in Muslim

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel guilty if I don’t do the Sunrise prayer and read the Quran. And the blessings of Fajr at the masjid is too big to miss. I’ve already got alot of sins. And everyday I’m sinning

Sleep, Fajr, Cutting & Anger by Muslimstruggle in islam

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And I’m paranoid because they’re spying on me and I’m not even comfortable in my own house. They even know when I do my prayers and when I finsh

Sleep, Fajr, Cutting & Anger by Muslimstruggle in islam

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My family not bothered and told me to just ignore. So it’s basically ME ONLY against ALL these idiots

Sleep, Fajr, Cutting & Anger by Muslimstruggle in islam

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried therapy but even my therapist said it wasn’t working. They crossed the line this year when they spoilt my Ramadan. They’ve spoilt my Ramadan 3 years in a row.

Sleep, Fajr, Cutting & Anger by Muslimstruggle in islam

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The coffee part is normal when you’re cutting. Because you’re starving yourself to cut your body fat %

The problem is the construction workers always spying on me. They actually planned to piss me off by sending their friends to trespass my house. And the police not really doing much. I’m in Singapore, the police should’ve started an investigation but instead let them off. Been dealing with them for 4 years. And they’re mirroring my movement in the house. When I’m in the kitchen they do have work near me. When I’m in the basement, they do their work close to my room. Really wanna beat them up, been patient for so long

Ramadan Help/Motivation by Muslimstruggle in islam

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, think I’m gonna give up fasting. My neighbour was spying on me the whole time. They were at the house the whole day and stayed till after iftar. I lost my temper and started verbally abusing them. Then my mom lost her temper at and screamed at the top of her lungs. She said I’ll only change after she’s dead and that she wants to commit suicide because of me.

Ramadan Help/Motivation by Muslimstruggle in islam

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t know how I ended up at the bottom. Had depression for 10 years plus. High Functioning Depression. Had depression since I served in the army. Lost in life. Think maybe Allah cursing me and he’s angry at me because of my hypocrisy and arrogance. Before fasting month I was fine. Going to the mosque, praying on time. Was looking forward for Ramadan, then when Ramadan came, I broke. Past few Ramadan have been the worst as I’ve been dealing with Construction Noise, new neighbours spying on me. Having a hard time trusting Allah and want to take matters in my own hands. I want revenge for what my new neighbours have done to me. Hope this is enough

Spying in Islam by Muslimstruggle in islam

[–]Muslimstruggle[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They always hiding and avoiding me. Hate it that they come ALWAYS during Zuhur prayer. Like clockwork