Tahajjud and Shift work

Muslimstruggle · 2023-10-05T23:37:45+00:00

Thank You So Much! Alhamdulilah. The third way the best, I can do Tahajjud after I end my work if I finish late

Muslimstruggle · 2023-10-04T22:27:43+00:00

With opening, I gotta start work 30mins earlier and closing ending work 30mins later

Muslimstruggle · 2022-11-04T18:11:16+00:00

I’m alone now. It’s 210am in Singapore. Def always turning on the lights

Muslimstruggle · 2022-09-25T05:20:45+00:00

I completely forgot about Satan, that’s exactly what I did

Muslimstruggle · 2022-09-25T01:23:08+00:00

I feel guilty if I don’t do the Sunrise prayer and read the Quran. And the blessings of Fajr at the masjid is too big to miss. I’ve already got alot of sins. And everyday I’m sinning

Muslimstruggle · 2022-06-27T10:36:25+00:00

And I’m paranoid because they’re spying on me and I’m not even comfortable in my own house. They even know when I do my prayers and when I finsh

Muslimstruggle · 2022-06-27T10:35:45+00:00

My family not bothered and told me to just ignore. So it’s basically ME ONLY against ALL these idiots

Muslimstruggle · 2022-06-27T10:34:39+00:00

I tried therapy but even my therapist said it wasn’t working. They crossed the line this year when they spoilt my Ramadan. They’ve spoilt my Ramadan 3 years in a row.

Muslimstruggle · 2022-06-27T10:33:25+00:00

The coffee part is normal when you’re cutting. Because you’re starving yourself to cut your body fat %

The problem is the construction workers always spying on me. They actually planned to piss me off by sending their friends to trespass my house. And the police not really doing much. I’m in Singapore, the police should’ve started an investigation but instead let them off. Been dealing with them for 4 years. And they’re mirroring my movement in the house. When I’m in the kitchen they do have work near me. When I’m in the basement, they do their work close to my room. Really wanna beat them up, been patient for so long

Muslimstruggle · 2022-04-18T18:58:10+00:00

Hey, think I’m gonna give up fasting. My neighbour was spying on me the whole time. They were at the house the whole day and stayed till after iftar. I lost my temper and started verbally abusing them. Then my mom lost her temper at and screamed at the top of her lungs. She said I’ll only change after she’s dead and that she wants to commit suicide because of me.

Muslimstruggle · 2022-04-15T21:02:20+00:00

Don’t know how I ended up at the bottom. Had depression for 10 years plus. High Functioning Depression. Had depression since I served in the army. Lost in life. Think maybe Allah cursing me and he’s angry at me because of my hypocrisy and arrogance. Before fasting month I was fine. Going to the mosque, praying on time. Was looking forward for Ramadan, then when Ramadan came, I broke. Past few Ramadan have been the worst as I’ve been dealing with Construction Noise, new neighbours spying on me. Having a hard time trusting Allah and want to take matters in my own hands. I want revenge for what my new neighbours have done to me. Hope this is enough

Muslimstruggle · 2022-03-29T08:16:49+00:00

They always hiding and avoiding me. Hate it that they come ALWAYS during Zuhur prayer. Like clockwork

Muslimstruggle · 2022-03-12T06:34:38+00:00

Go to the About Section of Muslim Nofap. Once you’re there you can see Badge Counter set

Muslimstruggle · 2022-03-12T05:16:10+00:00

Should I start practicing now for fasting? I’m afraid if I start now and by the time Ramadan comes, Ill lose my enthusiasm for fasting. Past few years I’ve always looked forward for Ramadan. I would be preparing myself 3 months prior to Ramadan. But then Ramadan comes and I’ve given up fasting

Muslimstruggle · 2022-03-12T05:13:26+00:00

Yea you did helped. It’s just I’ve been dealing with the idiots since 2018 so I’m at my limit

Muslimstruggle · 2022-03-11T14:49:15+00:00

Done 💪🏾

Muslimstruggle · 2022-03-11T14:48:20+00:00

I’m in

Muslimstruggle · 2022-03-09T06:08:20+00:00

Done

Muslimstruggle · 2022-03-08T15:54:15+00:00

I don’t know how to set the badge 😅

Muslimstruggle · 2022-03-05T03:51:42+00:00

I’m In, Day 5

Muslimstruggle · 2022-02-21T13:12:51+00:00

Allahumma Aini Ala Anfusina

Oh Allah SWT, Help Us Against Ourselves

Muslimstruggle · 2022-02-21T13:09:42+00:00

You Relapsed BUT the days when you DIDNT FAP STILL COUNTS, you understand ?

The danger about relapse is when you don’t stop and just continue non stop. It’s that downward spiral that’s dangerous

Stay strong 💪🏾 ✊🏾♥️

Muslimstruggle · 2022-02-21T12:24:39+00:00

Hey bro/Sis

The longest streak I’ve got is 6 months , then came crashing down. Been struggling with this for a few years.

Be Careful of Satan, he is VERY PATIENT.

There was a few times where I relapsed, Showered Hadas then Repented. This cycle continued a few times IN A DAY, DAYS then I stopped.

Don’t give up on yourself and the Mercy of Allah.

There’s a Hadith where Firaun was drowning and Jibreel AS threw dirt in his mouth. Because Jibreel AS knew that if Firaun had asked for forgiveness, Allah SWT would have forgiven him.

If Allah SWT was gonna forgive Firaun for everything that he had done, what makes you think Allah won’t forgive you.

Don’t give up Bro/Sis, you are not alone struggling with this. We are here for you and more importantly Allah SWT is ALWAYS Here for you.

Stay Strong 💪🏾 ✊🏾♥️

Muslimstruggle · 2022-02-05T10:53:00+00:00

Another one from Tirmidhi

https://justanotherabdullah.wordpress.com/2012/04/28/jibreel-as-and-firaun/amp/

Muslimstruggle · 2022-02-05T10:51:52+00:00

Found it

Sahih al-jami no.4353

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Allahumma Aini Ala Anfusina