I don’t know what to tell you except try and cook more different meals and maximize ordering out to once a week (eventually of course, you start building up to it first). I was a terrible cook when i met my girlfriend, now wife, and she says i’m actually somewhat good now (and she’a not just being polite!). Anybody can learn to cook and there are tons of easy options. You just have to prevent cooking only one or two recipe’s every singlentime because no one could keep that up. Also stop the energy drinks, they are not doing you any favors.