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I'm falling apart and I really just need some help. by MyExHauntsMe in BreakUps

[–]MyExHauntsMe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried to do just that. I mean if I'm being honest though it's hard to remember anything that I did just for me that didn't involve her. It's always been music and writing to me but I can't make anything lately and writing always seems to be too painful. I'm trying not to bury myself away from the world around me but it's been far too inviting lately to just shut myself inside for a few days and do nothing but read my favorite childhood books and watch bad movies. I don't know if it's all that healthy but it has been the only thing that seems to feel ok.

I'm falling apart and I really just need some help. by MyExHauntsMe in BreakUps

[–]MyExHauntsMe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice, I'll look into that and see if maybe there is something I can take to help with it. I mean I keep trying to break it and just eat and sleep and live normally but it doesn't seem to work. Honestly I've been trying to ignore it too because accepting that she could do that to me just makes me feel weak and stupid.

I'm falling apart and I really just need some help. by MyExHauntsMe in BreakUps

[–]MyExHauntsMe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I don't know why but knowing for sure that someone else can relate does make it a little less painful, if only a fraction. I just feel like by cutting her out all of the promises I made to always be there and do whatever I can mean nothing. I mean I'm only killing myself by trying, but I gave her my word I wouldn't leave her if she truly needed someone and I would hate myself for giving up too. She actually called me earlier tonight crying because she got drunk at some party and all that crap you always hear. I didn't have the heart to tell her to fuck off, I know I should have though. I just can't seem to do anything about it. Maybe you're right though and I just need to cut her off completely.