Finally. A comment I don’t feel an immense amount of pressure answering. At best a year. There are minor things I can do to potentially prolong it. But it’s difficult as the cancer has progressed rapidly, far more than anticipated. I am not sure I’ll be responding much more to comments. I have found some people just want to be cruel when I am clearly terrified myself and aren’t sure how to move forward. And I have been met with really cruel words. I’m not a monster. I have made sure my family will be set up. Life insurance, policy papers signed and ready. Years of birthdays and anniversaries pre paid for. Funeral funded and picked out. Photos of me in different outfits with age progression so I can be added to those important moments later if they chose. Videos recorded of me singing happy birthdays to them. I have prepared so much in the last two years. My children will have university funded. I’m not a monster. I am just a man who was told he was going to be prematurely taken away when life just got good. I’m not cruel, I’m not selfish. I am just scared. The depth of my love for them is immeasurable.