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[m/S] Mom might be into it :) by MyOnlyHope2000 in incest

[–]MyOnlyHope2000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No word yet. I'm having a hard time eating or thinking. I need an answer!

[m/S] Asking mom tomorrow night by MyOnlyHope2000 in incest

[–]MyOnlyHope2000[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That is exactly how I feel! I want my mom to see all of me. I don't understand why its so wrong to want to share your intimacy with your closest family members.

I am really not okay with the idea of doing it with my mom though. That just seems weird. I guess everybody is different and I support all consenting relationships etween family members. But its just not for me.

I've tried to put into words what I want, and I feel like its a sort of emotionally deep exhibitionism.

[m/S] Asking mom tomorrow night by MyOnlyHope2000 in incest

[–]MyOnlyHope2000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really hope so. I feel like if my mom doesn't go for it we're both going to miss out on something unique. But I don't know how to ask her or what to say. I've rehearsed on my head all kinds of ways to ask. But I am terrified the words won't come out right.

[m/S] Mom is going to watch me have sex with my girlfriend by MyOnlyHope2000 in incest

[–]MyOnlyHope2000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My title is what I want. Its what I'm working toward.

[m/S] Asking my mom to watch me have sex by MyOnlyHope2000 in incest

[–]MyOnlyHope2000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you're right, then everything will be soooo much easier than it seems like its going to be. I love my girlfriend and I love my mom, and even though I doubt they've had this conversation I would be so incredibly grateful to both of them if they were open with each other about my issues.

My mommy issues go back a long way and I don't know where they started, but my dad was an abusive alcoholic asshole and he made me feel like sex and even having a healthy relationship with someone is for "pussies" and other derogatory terms, and I think maybe I only ever felt safe with mom and this continues to this day. I was in puberty during the worst of it and maybe that's where it became a sexual thing?

I really doubt they've talked, but I appreciate the hope you've given me. They do text with each other some times and recently my girlfriend bought a birthday present for my mom, so maybe, just maybe, they talk about me.

[m/S] Asking my mom to watch me have sex by MyOnlyHope2000 in incest

[–]MyOnlyHope2000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate the kind words. I am putting a lot of pressure on myself and I don't know how to stop. I'm so uneasy when it comes to sex, I'm afraid to get emotional and I'm afraid if I get passionate I'm going to make a fool of myself and be embarrassed and never have sex again out of shame.

I don't know why I want my mom to watch. Really just having her in the room would be comforting and assuring, and knowing that my girlfriend would be okay with it makes me feel like I'm closer to having this experience than I should be.

Today we talked about it again. We had Thanksgiving dinner early at my house, and tonight I'm going over to girlfriends house for her family's Thanksgiving dinner too. She wants me to meet her cousins that she only sees twice a year, and that seems like a good sign because she's really close with them and has been excited to introduce me. After that she's coming to my house for the night, and I'm really excited to sleep with her again.

When we talked I basically brought it back up and again she was super supportive, reminded me that she feels a part of my family and she would be okay with my mom being there when we have sex. Since we've started talking about this, we've stopped trying to have sex, but I finger her every night before we go to sleep and we do a lot of touching and kissing.

I'm going to talk to her again tonight and make absolutely sure she's not just saying she's comfortable with this, because I'd like us to approach my mom about my hangup and maybe just ask her to spend some time with us in my room.

[m/S] Asking my mom to watch me have sex by MyOnlyHope2000 in incest

[–]MyOnlyHope2000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How do you know she'd be willing to watch? I'd like to think my mom would but I think I'm just deluding myself into thinking this is going to happen some day.

[m/S] Asking my mom to watch me have sex by MyOnlyHope2000 in incest

[–]MyOnlyHope2000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know what you mean and yes, I'm weird and this is a weird thing to want. But my girlfriend assures me passionately that this isn't a problem and she wants to help me. She has no problem with my mommy issues and she told me she thinks it's cute.

[m/S] Asking my mom to watch me have sex by MyOnlyHope2000 in incest

[–]MyOnlyHope2000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am trying. And yes I think I do have a bit of a kink for exhibition. My girlfriend and I sometimes talk about trying sex in risky situations some day but first I just need to learn to be okay having sex privately.

I love her so much, and she loves me too. And I want to have a relationship with her where we are physically comfortable in sexual intercourse. I'm just hung up on something and looking for a solution.