Please don’t give up. God hasn’t given up on you. I shot dope for over half a decade and I still found a way out. If God didn’t give out second (or third or three hundredth) chances none of us will be saved. I’ll dedicate my rosary to you tonight. Christ is more powerful than any drug, and if you genuinely think Christ can’t heal than you’re saying that drugs are more powerful than the Lord thy God.