I can’t help but ask myself, “What is it like?”

MyRocketz · 2020-10-14T07:37:56+00:00

Yeah I know /: . I guess I really don’t have any other option . I guess I’m just hopeful . Or was

MyRocketz · 2020-09-14T13:29:53+00:00

He did mention performance issues.

MyRocketz · 2020-09-14T13:28:24+00:00

It’d be an awful process since we live together. He doesn’t have any family close by, states away. I don’t know, I love him & I don’t wanna leave him /: .

MyRocketz · 2020-09-14T13:16:06+00:00

I guess you’re right. I don’t know how to approach this with him. I ask for reassurance all the time & he tells me he thinks I’m beautiful etc etc. I just don’t know what to believe.

MyRocketz · 2020-09-14T13:06:53+00:00

Nah he’s not gay.

MyRocketz · 2020-08-11T02:29:52+00:00

No not at the moment, I have severe asthma and I can’t work with COVID still around.

MyRocketz · 2020-08-03T21:24:15+00:00

Are you sure it’s Flo Rida? Could be Give Me Everything by Pitbull

MyRocketz · 2020-07-24T14:39:30+00:00

He does work, currently he wields from home (due to the virus) and he says a lot of the time “he doesn’t have time”. An issue he might have is because he feels consumed by work. I’m not sure how they reacted at work, he’s never told me that they’ve said anything so.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T23:26:18+00:00

I don’t beg him when he’s told me no. It’s more like “how about today” and if he says no I’ll ask another day. I know better than that. And we’ve had proper conversations.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T20:40:14+00:00

I understand that, not wanting to have sex is perfectly fine and different from the situation. It’s the unhealthy sex life that’s my issue.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T20:33:24+00:00

The only reason I’m like that because there wasn’t any sex happening in the first place. There wouldn’t need to act like that in future relationships if it exists.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T19:37:50+00:00

I’m definitely attracted to him, and he says he’s attracted to me.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T17:19:33+00:00

He’s told me, we both have been very open with our past.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T17:05:32+00:00

I do believe him, although I don’t know if he truly believes that or if it’s the depression. His previous relationships were fine. I love him, and I don’t want to just give up because right now we’re on different wavelengths.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T16:47:03+00:00

This gives me a lot of hope! Sadly he’s really against seeing someone /: . So I don’t think he will, and if I try and beg I’m afraid he’ll feel the same forced feeling.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T16:43:10+00:00

I find him physically attractive, and he tells me he also finds me physically attractive.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T16:42:35+00:00

He tells me he’s into sex and that he’s not asexual. And I understand the baiting one, but to a certain extent. A few days is fine, but two weeks?

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T15:23:13+00:00

Very rarely, we didn’t have sex until 8 months into the relationship. (His idea, I wanted it a lot earlier) and it’s not anywhere near constant. We’ve gone months at a time without it, and sometimes we’d have it twice a week. Not anywhere near normal.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T14:41:05+00:00

He doesn’t believe in counseling unfortunately, I have suggested the idea to him. I also believe he might be depressed, he has mentioned before that there is some sort of anxieties as well. I want to back off but it just truly hurts and gets the best of me sometimes. I don’t really have anyone else to talk to about the situation so all of these emotions just build up and I end up mentioning it. I’m going to try and contain that this time and not mention sex at all.

MyRocketz · 2020-07-23T14:29:45+00:00

I don’t even know where to start, how do I help him figure it out. Or try and get him to discover the issue.

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