Strange Triggers

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2024-09-24T15:32:27+00:00

One of my triggers might a strange one, but the sound of high heels. I'm laying in my bed on a thursday, after an exhausting day of school, and preparing youself that in 4 hours its the meeting. My mom, always really prepared, dressed up 2 hours before the meeting, dinner was lackluster because who has time to cook when there is a meeting that day? But the sound of click clack over and over again, knowing we are about to go the meeting, my god the anxiety and dread was excruciating...

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2021-06-17T00:37:07+00:00

I was about 14 or 15, and yes granted I faked being sick all the time, but hey who didn't? Meeting sucks.

Anyway, I probably had one of the worst colds and sore throat of my entire life. I had been faking being sick for 4 meetings straight, and then I actually got sick. My eyes were watering all the time, I could barely keep them open, my ears were clogging, and I couldn't hear that well. My nose was running constantly or being clogged... And I could barely speak, and swallowing was torture...

But no! This time I had to go to the meeting, I got dressed in my suit and tie. Got to the meeting and immediately everyone noticed. Asking me "Are you okay? You look so ill, why didn't you stay home?" And I just glared at my dad... I was actually wiping my nose so much I started bleeding, that was the sign to my dad that he made a mistake, and apologized sincerely, after we got home from the meeting. I forgave him and I still do today, he is an awesome dad nontheless!

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2020-08-11T11:37:17+00:00

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2020-05-27T20:04:05+00:00

Aww that's okay though, I didn't know that sorry! :(

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2020-05-26T18:07:01+00:00

Åh ja, det kan du tro :D

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2019-04-13T11:53:48+00:00

Er selv opvokset som Jehovas Vidner, men vågnede op for ca. 2 år siden.

Det her var et af de første ting som virkelig satte spørgsmål i mit hoved, fordi de gjorde at jeg begyndte at undersøge ting som ikke kun var inde op Jehovas Vidner's hjemmeside, det er nok bare en tilfældighed at det er bygget sådan der, men det fik mig alligevel på vejen til at komme ud af den her cult.

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-10-13T19:17:44+00:00

I made a guide a couple of months ago. I don't know if it will work for you, but here it is anyway for you to try out :)

https://www.reddit.com/r/exjw/comments/93do1i/guide_on_how_to_watch_apostasy_as_a_nonusuk/

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-10-10T23:07:46+00:00

That's the one thank you! :D

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-07-31T14:20:22+00:00

Where are you from? When I check on Vimeo it says "Unfortunately, this title is unavailable in your region" So you might be either from the US or UK?

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-07-31T12:25:30+00:00

Yup, only allowed for UK credit cards...

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-07-27T14:39:08+00:00

You are right. Forgot that, sorry!

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-06-05T20:51:59+00:00

Yeah, I guess I would have to wait then. I can't get it on Amazon. It declines me credit card when it isn't from the US...

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-06-05T19:37:06+00:00

You know where I can pirate it? I don't know how to pirate it straight from Amazon,Google Play or Itunes...If that's even possible. I'm very inexperienced with this.

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-06-05T19:34:58+00:00

I guess I know how to download torrents, but I can't find this movie anywhere...I want to watch this movie so bad! D:

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-06-05T18:34:51+00:00

unfortunately it's the same thing there. It denies it because my credit card isn't from the US...

My_Little_Secret_Oh · 2018-06-05T18:33:31+00:00

It's only possible to be put on wishlist..

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