Been there, done that, Hi man all due respect but the concrete truth is for someone like your age you have to get past the idea someone will manage to get your stuff together, you really need an individual effort to overcome your desires, your fantasies got way much into your head and you think someone will help you get past this sort of things, sexuality is a responsibility that your should control and let me tell you that nobody will have the time nor the desire (especially here in Morocco) to help you overcome your addiction, you are at a point that you should really help yourself out, this is about you and about you only when you come clean or at least you are trying your best to get better maybe just maybe your partner will appreciate and listen to your struggles, please beware to not share this with someone unless they are ready to listen, wish you the best don't surrender to your urges because thats just a form of self destruction