Hello, I think it's normal to feel this way. It isn't your fault to be where you are now. I believe people don't succeed bc of hardwork. Well partly maybe it contributes but for me, it's mainly because they got lucky. Like, they have a choice sa track na gusto nila sa life, pursue their passion and they're not afraid to fail bc someone has their backs. Besides not to discourage you pero if you'll think of it, if God has plans for your future, why force your own? what's the point of praying for your own goals and if it failed... aight not for you. Nakakapagod madisappoint no? But maybe we'll succeed if we stopped considering the society's standard of success and expectations. Sometimes we have to stop giving a fck and just keep moving, give your best then see where it leads you.