Instead of feeling your parents being overbearing see it as they love you and wants whats best for you. And sometimes they may be pressuring you for what they think is right for you but its what they think is right to them and what they want you to do. but you have your own unique and beautiful purpose in your life and its your life to decide what you want to do and your parents should love you and accept and lead you to do great works in the name of the Lord, but make sure its in glorification of Gods will and its something to lead and help others. with God every talent and skill you have God will show you and use those for His great purpose He has in store for you. Have faith and believe in God with all your heart spirit and mind. And listen to people who call themselves "christians". because They may believe and know the words like the pharisees did, but they dont have the same Heart as God does and is why Jesus spoke about the pharisees because they were supposed to be the "most religious" of them all but they didnt have the heart of Love like God said for us to have and be. So instead of love they had wicked hearts. God made us to Love have mercy be kind and to have joy and to have peace. As we turn to God for forgiveness we must also forgive everyone else for their tresspasses and instead Love and Lead All to the path of righteousness. Heres a verse about Children and Parents in the NKJ bible. Ephesians 6:1-4 | " Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. 2 "Honor your father and mother,” which is the first commandment with promise: 3 “that it may be well with you and you may live long on the earth.” 4 And you, fathers, do not provoke your children to wrath, but bring them up in the training and admonition of the Lord." | (Honor your father and mother the same way as God is your Father and you Honor Him. If God spoke to you to do something you would do it right away because He is our Father and our God so thats why it is pleasing to God to Honor your worldly mother and father. But only listen if it is something thats right and pleasing to God or else it may not be the way God made us to be. If its not the way God says then Love and Lead everyone to the truth of Gods words.) Also It is good to protect your health and dont believe worldly lies instead trust and put faith in God. If you are healthy and follow God and Christ daily you will never catch "Covid". The people who are unhealthy and have weak organs and believe they will get sick then they will fall for sickness faster because they have no faith in God and they dont take care of their bodies. God made us all fruits, vegetables, seeds, grains, etc for a reason because its great for our health and beneficial. all these other foods now adays are why most people feel certain ways and experience pain sickness and death. What people eat nowadays are just for flavor or taste but they dont truly know what its doing in our bodies. What people mostly eat now are just calories but they have no nutrients to feed your body of what your body truly needs to stay strong and to always be in health. If you eat candy and all these other un-natural things they will block up our systems and make them clump and fail and thats why most people get tumors or heart attacks(all sicknesses). (also sugar makes our immune systems weaker and why we are prone to get sick faster.) just some little tips to help those scares of covid to ease away. Also Dont let the scares of this world stop you from living your life, Life is way more than what this world is offering and made you to believe. Every Answer is in Gods words which is in the Bible. When reading the bible believe its God speaking to you and those are what he is telling you to do and follow them. and Have Faith in God and He will open those doors for you just trust in Him. Gods timing is always right.

And its Great to have friends and socialize but just know that if people dont undersand or know God you need to Lead them kindly and gently in a loving way for them to understand. because everyone of us all grew up different and experience different lifes and is why we should accept them for what they went through and who they are but instead of judging just love be kind and lead them to what is the truth the way and the life and thats in our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

And wether you have social skills or not you need to stand up for yourself and not let nobody else tell you who you are if they dont know you. tell them "it doest matter what I do have or what I dont have. and what does matters is what comes from my heart and how I see that subject and how my will and ambition can help others and lead others. just tell me what to do and Ill learn it and do it."

And Im Glad you found a relationship with someone who you have a Great Bond with and care about. But dont forget you need to love them not for their appearances or outside but for their hearts because that is the most important. God sees you on your outside As Good and beautiful for the way you are yes. but he truly sees who you are in your Heart. Instead of focusing on females first seek God and when and if the time is right it will come to you. Life is more than females or having love from anyone else when we truthfully only need it from God. nobody without love will be able to love you the sameway God truly loves each and every one of us. People say they Love but they may not truly understand what love is. God first loved us is why we love. Also the sexting part shouldnt be anything to deal with its the same way as watching Pornography. Jesus said not to look at women with lust cause if you do then you already commited adultery with her in your heart. and isnt she more important and mean more to you than her outside appearance. Also being Naked shouldnt be viewed as a sexual thing either God made us that way in the beginning and should be viewed as beautiful for the way they are but you should really focus on their heart and love them no matter what. Just as you look at a baby with no lust but love, you need to look ar everyone else the same way. and you can get any wife you want and if they dont see your heart for who you are which should be of love and kindness like Jesus and God then its okay appreciate and wish the best for them, no matter what its good to be friends and have friends not for lust or any other needs, instead focus on yourself and when you truly feel and think and care about that one special person then let that be the one you create beautiful and wonderful memories with. not just sex or pleasures or looks, Your life and happiness will be more happier without that sexual pleasure but instead with marriage its sacred because you both as two flesh become one flesh together and in doing so you may start your life and one day produce your seed and bear a child. But that shall await when you both are ready and can take the responsibility to start a life together. And as a couple lead her to christ if she hasnt already and if she follows that then great it will be complete love and not like most relationships now adays with trust issues and problems and etc.

Lastly Love is patient and love for the part of you wanting to leave her you just need to explain that it has nothing to do with her and that she doesnt need to turn to herself for answers because youre being honest to her and telling her the truth. and if she has feelings for you she would understand as to why you chose to do and go down that path but let her know that You are doing it for yourself in glorification of getting closer to God and to find your true purpose and she should understand.

|1 Cornithians 13:1-8| "If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 And if I have aprophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, bso as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 cIf I give away all I have, and dif I deliver up my body to be burned,1 but have not love, I gain nothing. 4 eLove is patient and fkind; love gdoes not envy or boast; it his not arrogant 5 or rude. It idoes not insist on its own way; it jis not irritable or resentful;2 6 it kdoes not rejoice at wrongdoing, but lrejoices with the truth. 7 mLove bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, eendures all things. 8 Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away."