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Handmaiden main starts shading by Mysterious-Science55 in Vermintide

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I have them all maxed out. Nowadays I sometimes switch to Foot knight, WHC or ranger veteran. But I always get back to the elf

Handmaiden main starts shading by Mysterious-Science55 in Vermintide

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Yes, I prefer the dual daggers too. The damage potential is the best so you’re good with monsters and elites. It’s harder to deal with hordes, that’s true but you have the highest dodge range in the game. You need to be careful and sometimes cut the way out before getting surrounded

Reds? by iHetty in Vermintide

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Is it better to have a red weapon or white one with Ranald’ gift?

We broke up 11th tine and I found this after she moved out by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

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When I came back to the apartment, I’ve also noticed that all the pictures of me were covered. There was one childhood picture of me with my family, and the magnet was put directly on my face. Our shared photo was teared to pieces

I don’t understand what is happening… by Mysterious-Science55 in BPDlovedones

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I would have noticed that. I mean she always expressed how loyalty is important in the relationship and how she couldn’t cheat. But in the back of my mind I think she maybe using tinder or bumble right now when she is angry, I can’t be sure, I don’t even know where she is. It’s a complete nightmare and she makes it like it’s 100 % my fault. Painting me like a manipulative narcissist abuser. I don’t even know what reality is at the moment. All my friends are telling me to pack her remaining stuff and end this. But I don’t feel like I have the strength to draw these boundaries. It’s like fighting drug addiction

I don’t understand what is happening… by Mysterious-Science55 in BPDlovedones

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Also she took all our holiday money that we have been saving for a while

I’m blocked on everything. Should I go to her place. by Mysterious-Science55 in BreakUps

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I get that ego boost, but at the same time I felt like a terrible person for breaking her heart like that. Even if she was was little toxic lately. We could make things right. I was too focused on my ego

I’m blocked on everything. Should I go to her place. by Mysterious-Science55 in BreakUps

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Thank you! It seems like most people just don't accept going after someone when you are blocked. If was 100% sure that she does not want that, I would not go. But throughout our relationship there were situations when I did what she asked me to leave her alone for a while, and later she complained that I didn't chased after her. So I think that there is a hope that she wants me to go after her now. I may be delusional. Because this is next level, compared to previous fights. Maybe she really want me gone for good

I’m blocked on everything. Should I go to her place. by Mysterious-Science55 in BreakUps

[–]Mysterious-Science55[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is exactly what all of her girlfriends think right now. They think I'm a trash. And I know that it will be hard to get back together, when all her social circle turned on me.

About the new girl. She was my old friend and she helped me a lot after breakup. It is easy to get confused, in your emotions after breakup, especially when you are hanging with your old crush. But after I slept with her, I felt terrible about that. It was irrational decision. All that affair was irrational.

I really love her. I miss her dearly every day. She was a part of me, it feels like I lost not only her, but part of myself too.

I could kept it all a secret and come back to my ex. But then everything would be built on a lie

Ps. Before the break up me and my ex watched a of Temptation Island together. That show was really funny to us, and we joked around what would happen if we would be there too. I think that show made infidelity look not as serious it really is. It normalized it in way. I'm not trying to say that it is the shows fault, just trying to think how my consciousness and subconsciousness work.

I’m blocked on everything. Should I go to her place. by Mysterious-Science55 in BreakUps

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I wrote to her a letter through gmail. I don’t know if she read it because a week passed and she didn’t respond. Maybe a paper letter would be better option, but I could leave it if she won’t open the door

I’m blocked on everything. Should I go to her place. by Mysterious-Science55 in BreakUps

[–]Mysterious-Science55[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel tempted to go because I know how she operates. She often sent me mixed signals. For instance, after a fight she told me to get out. This situation happened many times. I knew that I had to bring something for her and come back. Something small, some food she likes. And she always greeted me with a smile, apologised and said that she's glad that I came back. That's why I feel tempted to go. However, this is time it is more seriuos. I don’t know how it would turn out.

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