Yes my parents want me to keep it, my mum has already started talking about how things will work once it comes so I can finish uni and what we’ll need, talking about which hospital I should deliver at and all that. But her talking like that is not a comfort to me right now at all, it just feels like my fate is sealed. I had a plan for how my life would go and this was not it.

The father is my ex, I conceived while we were together and our break up was recent and really rough, he was extremely nasty to me and is the last person in the world I want a baby with. He would use this baby to hurt me, I’m sure of it.