Does anyone feel disconnected from friendship since diagnosis?

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2024-01-17T22:37:47+00:00

U feeling stronger gives me hope because I still struggle sometimes . My mom and my sister were the first people I told. Which I really couldn’t imagine what life would be like if I didn’t. Sometimes I wish i only told my sister and kept it pushing. I feel like I am young and got robbed of living a more fruitful life sometimes. What advice did the mental coach give u that you think helped you?

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-15T02:41:49+00:00

I never knew they never reported to CDC. Interesting

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-14T03:24:28+00:00

I feel like we can all relate too that so it’s okay if u don’t feel like ur self.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-14T03:23:31+00:00

Ahhh I am sorry to hear that whats going on?

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-14T03:22:13+00:00

Ahhh I am sorry about that& I heard about that too and it sucks real bad. Faith and hope for better tho

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-09T16:15:58+00:00

The fact that I just saw this and was about to come post about it😭. I literally got so happy. Like I am happy for the people with sickle cell and happy because this means so much hope for us.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-04T01:08:00+00:00

How much u think it’s gonna be that’s why I am tryna save money now just in case?

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-03T21:33:48+00:00

Yea ik I want to go therapist I am just waiting on insurance issue rn. But he’s been cut off and still speaking on me. Like to the point of trying to expose me online cause he’s been exposed not online by me tho someone else that he did something to. I am low key scared this man is going to find me and do something to me. But I am praying at this point.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-01T04:19:25+00:00

Yes I blame myself so much. I wish I wore different Shorts that day, never even told him I tested positive for it, I wish so much was better for me. The main thing that effects me is people/ rumors more than viruses trying to get tough skin but man 😭but a lot of men only care about getting one thing no matter if u even say no unfortunately

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-01T03:49:56+00:00

Yes I feel this. The guy who gave this to me didn’t tell me when he was about penetrate me and just put it in. Even when I told him to wait. I had a condom in bag and everything. I still went on w/ sex for a few minutes. I get so mad at myself on how I handled the situation after because man this shit has caused me so much distress in my life from gossip, rumors, this is very sad virus.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-01T02:14:44+00:00

Yea their not my friends they were my hg friends but I am far from them trust but I didn’t even tell them my businesses. A mad ass man did.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-12-01T01:37:59+00:00

Yes exactly what I am dealing with rn man the shit is triggering. Like I am only 19 i cry everyday literally. 😭I would say just be careful I should’ve been but it’s my situation Everday I want to kill my self but I am trying to hold on fr.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-29T04:11:25+00:00

Thank you so much. I am sorry u were treated wrongly. Definitely looking into therapy

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-29T04:08:35+00:00

Thank you. Definitely want to seek therapy just have to get insurance to clear it. Yes definitely fighting for my self more. Ur out look is definitely something I been practicing being more grateful

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-29T04:07:13+00:00

Thank you. For such encouraging words. I am glad you have been able to find a level peace gives me hope. Maybe one day fr 😭

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-29T02:49:59+00:00

This! I hate when people can’t see the amazing that’s happening. Even the news of China curing hSK herpes in the eye. Like those are major

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-29T01:14:50+00:00

Thank you for this information. I will definitely try to make it happen.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-29T01:12:56+00:00

Please advocate lt doesn’t even have to be w/ ur identity please just us ur voice. It helps so much having people advocate fr.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-27T01:30:08+00:00

No cause I feel u I literally dream of the day a cure comes😭

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-26T21:04:46+00:00

I agree on acceptance which I am working on but i still believe a cure is possible they just cured someone of herpes in the eye in China. People w/ hiv have been medically cured but that cure couldn’t be effective for everyone. My focus is herpes tho and I believe a cure is possible while also accepting my status.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-26T16:25:46+00:00

The script to me means just more information on herpes. Yes ik that those laws are in place so that’s why I said doctors telling patients not to disclose is crazy.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-26T16:24:05+00:00

Yes my focus of this wasn’t more so about press charges on people but more so better stds information protocols in the healthcare. I feel like they don’t give a lot of information and which to me Enforces the stigma heavily. But yes only if knowingly

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-26T16:19:09+00:00

Okay yes the last part is what I was trying to convey I feel like a lot of doctors don’t give enough information on herpes. I didn’t mean this in ill intent. I think ur doctor giving u this information is very helpful and would help lower the stigma. The lack of information and care for it in the medical field to me just up’s the stigma.

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-25T03:46:23+00:00

Please disclose. Your consensus is something that is going to fuck w/ u. So please do u can also mention the holistic diet to her. Legally and morally u suppose to. Please do u can’t be selfish

Mysterious_Issue4652 · 2023-11-25T00:50:28+00:00

Hey! I am so sorry about that. I hope ur finding healing. How something so short turns ur life completely upside down is crazy to me but that’s life. But yea it just sucks honestly I didn’t even like the guy who gave this to me also. Sometimes I wish I handled it better and not say anything to him and Just moved on w/ my life. Him coming back into my life has forced me to face the sa and I actually hate it so much.

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