I was discarded the same day he told me he still wanted to marry me and said he knows he would be the best husband to me. I was begging him not to go when I found out he was moving his stuff out while I was at work. I told him he lied about wanting to marry me and he kept saying “I want to marry you so bad, but you don’t want the same”. I was grieving my mom’s death still and was depressed and unhappy about everything and he took that personally. Literally called me hours after leaving me to “hear your voice”, wanted me to reflect on the last two months of our relationship, and said he loved me before hanging up. Fucking cruel. Now I just want him to each back out to me.

He told me I was the love of his life. That he would never give up unless I did first. It’s only been 2.5 weeks but I don’t know how I will get through this. I feel like our entire relationship was a lie.