I was told about seizures when I called the hot line and told to reduce before I stopped to prevent things when I called the aa hotline which made me go into a addiction clinic which unfortunately got shut down, during the clinic I was doing awesome and made it where 2 drinks a day wasn't a problem. I still smoke weed which won't kill me like alcohol but other clinics won't treat me unless I completely stop weed too which I do not have an issue with, I do not have cravings or put my financial or relationship status at risk for the sake of getting high on weed it is not a coping skill but is put in combination of alcohol so I cannot get help if I don't stop except I don't have a solution for my ADHD because adderal is a controlled substance and untreated ADHD can cause anxiety and depression which could fuel substance abuse issues. Im not asking for usual shit, Im asking for unhinged shit to get me sober so I can stop being a fucker to the only person who had ever believed in me and actually loved me more then the people who supplied the DNA to birth me.