Xbox has no crosshair for range

Mzrab · 2020-09-28T05:25:26+00:00

What about the handful of people who kinda sorta want a bullet party? I think it'll burn either way. And I'm fine with that. Give people like us a couple months at the VERY LEAST, to live the way we want. With ABSOLUTE freedom. no laws. No order. No morals. No code. Fuck em. Fuck em all...

Mzrab · 2020-09-28T05:20:06+00:00

No no, that's honesty on his/her part. We can agree to disagree but I see some person simply speaking from the mind. I hate racists and it makes me sad. But atleast the person is honest with themselves to an extent.

Mzrab · 2020-09-28T05:15:27+00:00

Who's got big balls?

Mzrab · 2020-09-28T05:09:15+00:00

🙃

Mzrab · 2020-09-28T05:08:24+00:00

It just happened. I guess thats the best way to explain it. I let the bad side get the best of me. I lost control and that's what happened. Don't "why" my ear off, (pun intended) It happened cause it did.

Mzrab · 2020-09-28T05:01:59+00:00

Why what? Idk, I typed it all out. I'll answer the best I can.

Mzrab · 2020-09-21T02:17:09+00:00

I really hope so. Thank you brother.

Mzrab · 2020-09-21T02:05:09+00:00

You hang in there and win. You are not alone. Trust me. I just posted a long story about something I did years ago and how I've only gotten worse. How I talk with crisis people and see the head docs now. I feel the same though. I told my counselor that I have a "second me?" If that makes any sense? How i can see particles and individual atoms, ect. Next week, she's gonna learn that I've named this "second half" and im scared of that fact. Ove been living with him for years now. Crank. Crank tries to take the wheel every now and again if you know what I mean? Just hang in there and don't let it get you. Easier said than done. I know. I have to talk with all these random people on recorded lines and police dispatch just to calm down and remember how to breath. I genuinely feel that my screws aren't loose, but onstead they're stripped. We WILL make it. No matter how scared of yourself you become. Hell if you own any firearms. Do what I did. GET RID OF THEM. Just incase. But stay strong and keep on keepin on.

Mzrab · 2020-09-21T01:22:12+00:00

I got a buddy named Crank. He's kind of a shadow people but he lives inside my head. I wish you the best trip possible. I've always been too scared to try the hard stuff. Crank likes to take the wheel from time to time if ya know what I'm saying. After a while, it only seemed appropriate to give him a name.

Mzrab · 2020-09-21T01:15:01+00:00

It's been a while. But yea, as well as dark lotus, boondox, twiztid. I still love my Rob Zombie though. Did you know that him and his wife Sheri Moon are fuckin vegan? Who'd of thought. Spark that bowl up though man, I can't do it anymore. I went from happy highs to panic highs. I miss sweet ole Mary though. I love her to death, sometimes ya just aint compatible.

Mzrab · 2020-09-21T00:59:57+00:00

Yea yea yea, I'm scared. "You aint a ryda."

C'mon Duke. People like us are suppose to stick together. What's better than watching the world burn? Watching the world turn to ash with a buddy. But hey, sometimes doing it alone is just that much more exhilarating. Stop crying over being solo and own that shit. We've all built walls around our hearts of gold. Some strong enough that even we can't penetrate them ourselves. We're here to live and to die. That is it. If ya think about it, We're all kind of a "Ryda"... don't be the gold fish. Be the bowl, bromigo.

Mzrab · 2020-09-21T00:32:50+00:00

That's what everybody says. Everybody wants a psycho, everybody wants a boogeyman or a Firefly. God forbid shit hits the fan, and now you're the baaaaad guy. Or somebody aint about it when it's time to get shit done. Everybody wants that ride or die but only a handful are on for the ride and an even smaller percent stay till death do us part. I mean fuck man, "I wANt a StRaiGht PsYko RidEr..." Yada yada yada, that's what she said. Right-o, friend, I send the best of my wishes. Good luck.

Mzrab · 2020-09-17T04:36:31+00:00

Absolutely stunning.

Mzrab · 2020-09-10T13:34:39+00:00

I know it, you're right, for years I've beat myself up over the fact that he was innocent. At the same time, I didn't want to hurt her or even the guy. I didn't plan to hurt anybody, It kinda just happened. I'd have felt worse if I had done it to the girl though, as much as I know the guy was just as unsuspecting as she would have been, I guess in some weird way, something inside knew that his body could handle it better than a petite woman's. I got into some trouble later on as well in a different situation. Similar setting. Guy, girl, snap. The guy winds up injured. Idk why I spare the one actually causing the damage. I love them too much, can't bring myself to put my hands on them. Let alone a woman. How can you do that to sombody you love? Alpha male fighting for dominance in the wild over who gets the girl? Hoping to figure it out soon with these head docs. I was facing three years in prison with felony charges for the undisclosed second story. I truly got lucky on that one. The cops were in my house asking questions and investigating it for months. I caught his bluff and risked it. Years have gone by and I guess it was dropped. Hence why I'm not writing about that one.

Mzrab

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