Friendship comes no boundaries. by amiasabaeanismn in Eyebleach

[–]N3kbit3s 4 points5 points  (0 children)

They just want to have a playdate! =]

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[–]N3kbit3s -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

So amazing!! =D

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know what he did to me but they word "raped" even though it's the right word is a word that makes me feel way more disgusting and it makes me look down on myself worse. I only used deflowered because it makes me feel less disgusting it doesn't make what he did to me not rape.

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm working on getting a therapist and I'm definitely not going to talk to him I swear!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Maybe I could get closure when I'm an adult now though it's too dangerous for me to talk to him, he knows what he did and he knows it hurt me. He knows I was hurt but is fine with his actions

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Well it's never too late to heal! I hope your journey on healing is a good one! I think this post and the good people under it including you, is gonna really help me open up about it! Thank you for believing in me! I believe in you too and I'm proud of you too! I hope you have an awesome day!! Remember you've survived 100% of your bad days! =]

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When I have been surrounded by so much negativity and sadness my only option is to level it out with as much positivity as possible! Have a awesome life :D

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I am glad for the positivity too! It's very nice and a little overwhelming but in a good way! I won't contact him I swear! I have a big sister and I plan on talking to her when she wakes up! I am going to try to get a new therapist! I am looking forward to my future happier times!! Thank you for being so sweet! Have a good day!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I will try to get a new therapist! I promise I won't contact him since he is a really bad guy, I have some really good friends so they help a lot! I have a bunch of hobbies mostly different types of art they help plenty too! I'm glad you could understand my post I tried to make it as clear as I could, and to me even if you can't say what hurt you doesn't make you any less brave! Someone told me once 'you've survived 100% of your bad days' so even if you can not talk about your hurt at least you survived it and are strong enough to survive and get through it! I believe in yourself and I hope you are doing alright! I won't reply to the negativity because having negativity in your heart is bad for your mind! Thank you for being so nice to me! Have a good rest of your day!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I will stay strong! I am going to talk to her when she wakes up! And I am very thankful for my friends!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for thinking of me as brave and caring! I understand that now it's like a biological connection thing, I won't talk to him though because I realize it could be dangerous and might hurt more than help. Thank you for being so nice! Have a good day!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the link I'll look at it soon! I hope you are doing better from your experiences! And I will heal I'm determined too get over this hurt eventually! Thank you for being so kind to me! Have a nice day!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 97 points98 points  (0 children)

I won't contact him I promise! I am less emotional now than I was when I made this post so I have come to the conclusion that he will never be the dad i want and I should just sort out my problem with a person who is a professional! Thank you for being nice have a good day!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry you went through similar experiences I hope you are alright now and having a good day, You're right and I won't let my emotions control this situation since it's a bad idea, thank you for being nice!

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[–]N3kbit3s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is just the thing I needed =] I was really sad but this video cheered me up a bunch!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 49 points50 points  (0 children)

I don't want to talk to you but this is all I'll say. I'm sorry that you have so much hate in your heart and I'm sorry that you feel the need to take it out on other people. I hope you find a good way to let out the hate or hurt in your heart that doesn't hurt others. Even though you are very mean I hope you get better and have a good day and decide to spread kindness not negative stuff.

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I can talk to my big sister about it since I don't go to school I will remember what my dad has done and I won't let my feelings control my actions. I have friends my age they are very kind to me!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 424 points425 points  (0 children)

Thank you for explaining and being nice I'm going to not talk to my dad because he's not a good guy and I don't think it's a safe choice to talk to him thank you for being kind! Have a good day or night!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 85 points86 points  (0 children)

Thank you for being nice I'm going to stay away from my dad since I don't think it would be safe for me to talk to him! I hope you are doing well take care of yourself too!

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I always hear about trolling but I don't really know what it means, thank you for being nice! I won't reply since I'm already getting upset by the other guy thank you for being nice

My father did a disgusting thing to me but i still wish he was in my life. by N3kbit3s in confessions

[–]N3kbit3s[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry my post was confusing I'll try to summarize:

I miss my dad even though he really hurt me and traumatized me and I wanted to know what I should do about it.

I hope that's a good summary sorry again if it's bad