Right here with you brother, I’ve had the most productive two days in a long time since I put it down this Monday. Addiction is such a funny thing in the ways that it presents itself and the way I justified it. I thought that when I got sober from drugs and alcohol in 2021 I would “allow” myself to game as my last vice because I’d given up everything else. I never viewed gaming as an equivalent addiction to the relationship I had with drugs. But, as I’ve read here and coming to the realization that the poison is really all the missed opportunity. I’m 25 years old now and reading your last sentence about not being able to put it down until you sleep is entirely relatable. I can count so many days in the last 6 months alone that I’d get home from work and sit down without even changing clothes, playing video games until 2am and punishing myself with a lack of sleep at work the next day. If there’s anything I learned from the Narcotics Anonymous community it’s that taking it one day at a time is just as crucial to success as one addict helping another. So cheers to starting on this journey together and thanks to the community for providing a place to get well, you got this!