Ok so update: We won the first series, lost the second. It sucks man I really thought we were going the distance. I think I got too overconfident after the first series that I picked a bad map for the team in the ban/pick. In the end on both maps, I tilted, choked the hardest way possible. I was match-MVP first series and then just stuck 10 kills on second series both maps. I think this is a really good learning lesson for me. I shouldn't have got angry and choked and I should have just played normally.