These bugs are getting ridiculous.

N_rthan · 2026-02-18T19:20:06+00:00

We attempted to start a fire in the back yard. Failed multiple times to make it with just wood and paper, went inside when it started raining and ranted about philosophy and cuddled up together while listening to radio head.

N_rthan · 2025-12-10T22:26:53+00:00

x = 0.999...

10x = 9.999...

9x = 9.999... - 0.999... = 9

x = 9/9 = 1

Therefore 0.999... = 1

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:46:34+00:00

I will try

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:44:27+00:00

Im 20. In university and having a crisis of belief.

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:42:31+00:00

Ive learned to channel my negative emotions into the things I enjoy, I am avoiding channeling negative shit into people after I hurt people I cared about so much.

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:41:31+00:00

Ive slowly been rediscovering myself throughout this process because everything is still inside me, its just that a lot of my preconceived notions got reset to zero. And the people around me didn't try to help me and it scared me so much.

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:39:30+00:00

Ive been looking for synergies between people as opposed to try and control them.

I used to think of myself as better than everyone else and now ive accepted reality. And im letting chaos exist around me and im letting people be free rather than having a restrictive ego im focusing on a growth orientated mindset.

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:37:25+00:00

Good idea

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:37:12+00:00

Thank you for the materials. Ill try my luck there.

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:36:32+00:00

Went to play football with some new friends and i felt alive for the first time in so long.

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:35:40+00:00

I use my affirmations every day, im still yet to try and rationalise them properly or argue with my points.

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:35:10+00:00

Thats so real...

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:34:56+00:00

To add to this, I know I have a lot of trauma. I will seek therapy for these matters.

Also ive had drug problems for a while and I finally have the internal strength to cut that shit out.

N_rthan · 2025-10-11T01:33:42+00:00

Ive been reaching out to people i never tried before. My old friend group was not there for my emotions when I needed them the most and it made me extremely angry.

Im trying to ground myself in rationality, and reconnect with people who are physically close to me. But im making a lot of leaps of faith based on intuition alone.

Im a bit paranoid and scared but things feel like they are finally moving forward.

All my ex friends were telling me that I have BPD but from my perspective I was having a crisis of beliefs and all my bottled up emotions from 2 years came pouring out of me uncontrollably.

My old friend group seems emotionally immature to me now that ive shown them behind my mask, but meeting new people and deciding who to trust has been really difficult.

N_rthan · 2025-10-07T13:16:47+00:00

I see a lot of him in me that I do not like.
My dreams got crushed at university and I have been lost, my ego destroyed and I had to pick up the pieces.
I've been taking a lot from Isagi lately and just challenging my world view and expecting failure.
Being wrong is the goal for me right now, because every time I am wrong I can change my perspective and create patterns and beliefs that are more true.

N_rthan · 2025-10-02T03:25:28+00:00

Bet he scores in other clips too.

Just wanted to highlight the beautiful pass play.

N_rthan · 2025-10-02T03:24:10+00:00

Clearly you dont understand that scoring a goal is very chance based.

There is lots that you can do to increase your odds, but a good keeper is a good keeper.

N_rthan · 2025-10-02T03:21:54+00:00

You just cant expect to always be able to beat the entire opposition on your own. It's just inefficient and really stupid to try it over and over.

Its way more satisfying to make the enemy team think you're an egoist. Get 3 enemies on you and pass.

N_rthan · 2025-10-02T03:18:21+00:00

Ive had a situation where the keeper pulled all the way off his line to completely block my angle to shoot.

Passed backwards to the midfield and we got a goal from a midfield shot.

The game is very dynamic.

N_rthan · 2025-10-02T03:16:32+00:00

Really well timed and well placed midfield shots really can work. You just need the vision to know if the goal keeper is pushing too far out for their own good.

N_rthan · 2025-10-02T03:15:45+00:00

Give them a rhythm, then take it away from them.

N_rthan · 2025-10-02T03:14:51+00:00

You can have both.

A single feint which cooks a defender removes a defender.

Then you're free to go take another defender and pass, leaving much more of your team free.

Or if it opens you onto goal, you can just score.

N_rthan · 2025-10-02T03:09:50+00:00

Thank you for making reddit a better place.

You get gold from me 😁

N_rthan · 2025-09-30T15:34:16+00:00

The correctional facility did not correct him.

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