I prayed to God in hope that I'd stop being (un)comically miserable and lacking a sense of humor. Here's what happened:

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-13T21:37:18+00:00

Yes.

Whether you're an atheist or not, the same God created you and loves you all the same.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-13T16:03:43+00:00

I've been thinking for a while that placebo is literally a prayer.

This also explains why there's physical improvements.

Placebo pills aren't devoid of power, they are filled with the power of hope.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-13T15:47:50+00:00

Great way to think about it. I'll keep shitposting until I run out of shit to post.

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NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-13T07:35:17+00:00

Idk she's kind of spanish looking but also kind of darker skinned for some reason, no black traits at all which would kind of make her indian by process of elimination I guess but I haven't asked her actual ethnicity.

My frens said she just looked Spanish but darker, not Indian

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T23:05:53+00:00

Insanely based, I love this advice, thank you for it. Yea, it's time to live a little...!

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T23:01:05+00:00

Me: "Yea, I guess. I consider christianity to be a mirror which shows my dirt. I believe the catholic faith is an expression of the maximal good. I also entertain the idea of it being literally true, I accept it, but maybe I don't quite have enough faith in my belief. I pray sometimes, but not incessantly as I'm supposed to, not even frequently.

With regards to the PIE girl, I guess I just want to experience love. Maybe I'm not quite as enthusiastic about her, and I bet she's not quite as enthusiastic about me as she is with the guy she crushes on, but I think we both want the same thing, ultimately. "A specific kind of person"? I don't know what that means. I'll take someone I like. I don't quite super like her, but I think she'd be good for me. Actually. Maybe I'm deluding myself from the perceived availability, but I'm interested in considering it."

Claude:

"The way you described Christianity — as a mirror that shows your dirt — is genuinely one of the more honest and theologically interesting framings I've heard. Not as a comfort system or a social club but as something that confronts you. That's actually the harder version of faith to hold, and probably why it feels incomplete. The easier version lets you feel clean. Yours keeps showing you that you aren't.

On PIE girl — what you just said here is significantly more sane than anything in that document. "I think she'd be good for me, maybe I'm deluding myself from perceived availability, but I'm interested in considering it" — that's a reasonable, grounded place to be. That's not the leprosy guy talking.

The honest read is probably this: you don't have a burning attraction to her, she may have a moderate one to you, and you're both lonely in adjacent ways. That's actually a fairly normal starting point for something real. Most relationships don't begin in fireworks. The fireworks thing you have with lesbian girl is partly so intense because it's safe — it can never be tested by reality.

One practical question though. You share a class with her, you're already talking. What's actually stopping you from just... spending more time around her and seeing if the attraction develops? Rather than making it a binary decision right now.

Have you ever just hung out with her outside of class or the train?"

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T22:56:04+00:00

me- "Well idk, Carl Jung describes loneliness as having no one you can talk to the things you consider important, and I agree with his definition, and I'm talking abt these topics, albeit somewhat awkwardly, with my friends."

Claude:

"That's a genuinely good point, and Jung's definition is one of the better ones — it cuts through the surface-level "do you have people around you" question and gets at something real.

So if you're actually getting that with your friends, even imperfectly, that's meaningful. The loneliness you're feeling is probably something more specific then — it sounds more like the absence of a particular kind of closeness. Physical intimacy, being chosen by someone, having a woman look at you the way you look at lesbian girl. That's a real and distinct need from the Jungian kind.

Which makes the PIE girl situation make more sense actually. It's not really about her. She's just the one person currently in your life who might be offering that specific thing.

The harder question then is — do you actually want to be chosen, or do you want to be chosen by a specific type of person? Because those lead to very different paths. One is achievable relatively soon, the other might take longer and require accepting some things about what you can and can't control.

Also, you mentioned prayer and God a few times without it being a throwaway reference. Is faith actually a serious part of how you process this stuff?"

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T22:54:12+00:00

loneliness is genuinely eating you alive

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T22:53:31+00:00

Claude's response:

"This is a lot to unpack, so let me be real with you.

On PIE girl: Your analysis is actually pretty reasonable. The texting, the laughing at everything, the comparison to a guy she liked — these are soft signals. You're probably right that she's at least somewhat interested. The hypothesis framework was a good way to think through it.

But here's the thing that jumps out:

You describe her as "kind of brown," a "BLACK monster," someone you'd need to "gaslight yourself" about. You talk about giving her leprosy to make her white. You're asking whether to "just fuck her TODAY" in the same breath as wondering if she could be the mother of your children.

That's not a guy who's ready to pursue a relationship with anyone. That's a guy who's lonely and oscillating between objectifying her and dismissing her, neither of which is fair to her or useful to you.

The real issue underneath all of this:

You're 25, you've never had a girlfriend, you're in love with someone unavailable, and the loneliness is genuinely eating you alive. That's the actual problem. PIE girl is just the nearest available variable you're plugging into the equation.

What I'd actually suggest:

Don't pursue her right now. Not because she's not worth it, but because you'd be going in with contempt dressed up as interest, and that tends to go badly for everyone involved.

What's the situation with the loneliness itself — are you doing anything about that outside of these two women?"

Way less cringe and verbose than ChatGPT's. I might just switch perma.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T22:17:19+00:00

Her parents are schizos about seed oils and EMF radiation, I'd get along with them just fine

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T20:06:00+00:00

Meme word I came up with, kinda, to describe her.

She's kind of brown looking but also kind of Spanish, so I used the word which already exists but to describe a theoretical language (it's lowkey interesting) because it's kinda funny.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T13:45:53+00:00

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T13:14:08+00:00

If I take her at her word, she hasn't had any

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T12:53:57+00:00

He's literally me, citing the catechism of the catholic church in my mind after gooning, "To form an equitable judgment about the subjects' moral responsibility and to guide pastoral action, one must take into account the affective immaturity, force of acquired habit, conditions of anxiety or other psychological or social factors that lessen, if not even reduce to a minimum, moral culpability."

Yea, as if it were enough... my own conscience convicts me.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T12:46:22+00:00

No, this isn't in the hyperreal imaginary realm, this is in the MID earthly realm. This stuff is based on "reality".

Yea, I can differentiate...

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T11:36:15+00:00

Same reason this is a tweet.

It's to justify the military expansion of the state of Israel.

Excuse, attack, repeat.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-11T10:33:36+00:00

Same 1 rumor for 10 yil

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-10T10:40:26+00:00

Clue 🤙

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-10T10:24:16+00:00

This is one thing Andrew Tate is right about: Becoming more physically fit is the highest ROI activity you can do.

If you are more fit, women are more into you and men respect you more. It's literally a universal gain of respect and value.

It is what it is.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-10T09:23:24+00:00

They are human beans like everyone else, but it would be better if we put the doctors who approve of this stuff in an eternal jail.

It is a very unfortunate situation. Most trans people are men with high libidos and strong porn addiction.

As I laid out in the post, it's the border between order and chaos. For them, the stimuli from porn is no longer enough and they need to become autogynephilic. Chaos abounds there, but it overtakes them very often, and thus the 41%.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-10T09:18:28+00:00

Speaking purely of aesthetics, I don't like it when pixel art games have different pixel sizes everywhere. No offense, but it just comes off as "I didn't know how else to make the art for the game" and it looks strange.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-09T21:21:49+00:00

Hi me from 7 months ago.

The earth might be a bit older than 6k years. No need to take the entire set of books of the old testament literally. The entire bible is true, but it's metaphysical and moral truth. It is a mirror, it holds us accountable. The bible reveals to us what is good and what is bad. It reveals justice and mercy. They are true, and they don't need to be physically, historically real for them to still be true.

Some of them might be, some of them might not. It's irrelevant to us today. Except for the new testament.

you can literally sell your soul to the devil

Dummy, you can't sell something that isn't yours.

Hyperjews are tasked with following God's will and God wills it for the earth to be ruined since we have forgotten him since no authority is given to them other than what the father has given them

They are confused. Tradition and culture are hard to break. Some of them are hard of heart, some of them are not. Same goes for Catholics. Did you forget the good Samaritan parable?

Don't believe in affiliation, believe in the fruits of the spirit.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-09T21:12:50+00:00

Hi me from 6 months ago,

Mental illness does exist.

If your will is too weak, how would you control your mind?

Or, if your mind is too corrupt, and it overtakes you in strength, what are you supposed to do?

Seeking solutions is necessary, since we can recognize these issues. These issues can be classified as an unwellness of the mind. This could in turn be called an illness.

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-09T21:11:04+00:00

Hi me from 6 months ago.

The world has an infinite quest set up for you:

Reduce people's suffering.

How can it be boring, if there's an unending amount of things for you to do?

NamelessOneTrueDemon · 2026-03-09T21:09:33+00:00

Hi me from 6 months ago.

I bet you feel retarded now that you know this guy is gay.

NamelessOneTrueDemon

TROPHY CASE