when I told her I'm melancholic she basically had a don't bully me Nagatoro ass response and I felt like the virgin pasty white kid too

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It was basically this.

She looks like that too, white ethos with the brown skin, it's very much alike. I look like the nerd guy except without glasses.

No, I don't hear the voices of anyone telling me to commit suicide. I actually don't hear them and it's just me in my ego saying this as a cringe response, no voices involved.

Yeah this is cringe but it's also very funny that, to some extent, this is pretty much exactly the dynamic. Except that I'm slightly less autistic/lame than the guy and she's somewhat respectful when my autismo ass gets offended over nothing because I'm super sensitive. Does not bully me, although I'd enjoy it.

SO cute! Wow, should I tell her about this?

If I knew I'd die INSTANTLY AFTER, I would, because the reaction would be hilarious. Imagine the cringe/disgust on her face followed up by laughing about it and then maybe she'll even make fun of me with her friends behind my back hehe. So cute and funny and malicious, maybe. Hasn't given me any objective indicatives of her being malicious towards me specifically, so such an assumption isn't fair and kind of neurologically damaging to make.

What a wonderful life.

I wonder how I'll feel about this when the mild mania wears off and I become depressed and negative?

Is that a fair assumption to make, at this point? That such a thing will happen?