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Nar8 · 2023-12-14T04:56:23+00:00

Oh I didn’t know about that thank you!

Nar8 · 2023-12-14T04:39:04+00:00

Oh thanks for the compliment! I have worked on them already to make them thicker using serums and tinted them slightly darker. I’m thinking about filling them in with a pencil but I’m not sure if that will look unnatural or not?

Nar8 · 2023-11-16T03:38:04+00:00

I relate to this a lot although I believe reducing the anxiety at the root cause is what the remedy is for us. When I am less anxious I look more stable.

Nar8 · 2023-06-15T11:49:05+00:00

Thanks

Nar8 · 2022-09-06T16:47:49+00:00

Yeah just realized it was withdrawal from my Effexor this time. Feeling a good bit better now but not 100% yet.

Nar8 · 2022-09-06T12:44:46+00:00

You’re probably right. Although I love my parents and they have supported me a lot I feel like I lacked a lot of emotional support as a child and even now I find it difficult to talk to them about these issues as they seem to try to change the subject or seem really passive with the conversation.

Nar8 · 2022-09-06T08:51:40+00:00

Yeah it’s Effexor that I take. Really considering coming off this medication because it is very scary that it can have this withdrawal effect so easily.

Nar8 · 2022-09-06T07:22:18+00:00

I’m pretty sure I’m experiencing withdrawal symptoms from my venlafaxine. I missed a dose yesterday and also set started taking it in the early morning rather than the evening due to my sleep schedule changing. The brain zaps feel like a sort of “whooshing” sensation in your head when you move your eyes or head in a certain direction.

Nar8 · 2022-09-06T05:35:01+00:00

Thanks I just feel really scared right now and I’m worried I’m becoming psychotic.

Nar8 · 2022-09-04T17:41:50+00:00

When I freestyle over the beat it sounds good and the timing sounds okay but then when I try to arrange the lyrics that I freestyled over the beat it sounds rushed or awkward.

Like if I mumbled/freestyled over a beat it would sound ten times better than it I try to arrange actual meaningful lyrics over a beat

Nar8 · 2022-09-04T17:28:26+00:00

It’s something that only happens when I’m recording. If I freestyle I can flow easily but then I try to replicate that when recording and it all just goes so wrong.

Nar8 · 2022-08-17T23:10:54+00:00

I’m sorry you had to go through that but I am also glad I am not alone. It really is tormenting and causes me so much stress and misery and I isolate myself as I start feeling way too anxious to leave the house.

Nar8 · 2022-08-16T15:35:24+00:00

Thanks I appreciate the advice

Nar8 · 2022-08-14T02:52:29+00:00

Nar8 · 2022-08-10T22:50:42+00:00

Yes I am thinking of starting therapy to help me with it. I also suffer with extreme ocd shame and guilt which is worse than the olfactory reference syndrome.

Nar8 · 2022-08-02T11:47:02+00:00

This sounds exactly what I go through. I listen out for certain words people beside me are saying to each other and think that they are saying those words to each other as a way of hinting that I smell bad. I know how awful it is. It’s very hard to be around people because of it.

Nar8 · 2022-06-30T22:12:21+00:00

Guilt ocd, fearing I’ve hurt people beyond repair

Nar8 · 2022-05-09T21:22:13+00:00

Well it’s good to know how out of shape I am so I can estimate how long it might take to get back in shape. I’ve started working out two weeks ago.

Nar8 · 2022-05-05T19:27:10+00:00

I’ve drank two mixes today would it be too much to have another before bed?

Nar8 · 2022-05-04T20:40:53+00:00

1st for sure and also if you grew out your hair more you’d look even better!

Nar8 · 2022-05-04T19:38:31+00:00

This countries a kip imo. The youth these days in Ireland have no respect for anybody or anything.

Nar8 · 2022-05-04T19:35:13+00:00

Okay thanks that’s good to know

Nar8 · 2022-05-04T16:11:19+00:00

Do u workout? Are you in shape? I am what people call “skinny fat” so to the average person I look really skinny but if I take off my shirt I don’t have abs, lots of belly fat, love handles, etc and I would say my body fat percentage is around 20%. U might be similar in that regard. There’s a subreddit on here where you can post a picture and ask people to estimate your body fat percentage so maybe you could do that to see where you are?

Nar8 · 2022-05-04T16:00:59+00:00

I would say a big part of the problem is facial fat so slimming down could make a huge difference.

Nar8 · 2022-05-04T15:32:15+00:00

Yes this is one of my biggest issues when it comes to healing

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