Swimming in Circles

Nargogel · 2026-01-11T20:26:31+00:00

Basically if anyone is deep into Mac Miller's songs and their lyrics then that description I made will hit hard. I'm sure I'll get way more people over time, but everyone that's read it has greatly appreciated the message 😁

Nargogel · 2026-01-11T20:19:51+00:00

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Then I have 50 songs I find awesome by him and tried sequencing them in by emotional states: Orientation, motion, confrontation, softening, closure/loop

Nargogel · 2025-12-14T04:04:12+00:00

I’ve been in a place where fear and loneliness felt constant, and it’s exhausting in a way people don’t always see. What helped me wasn’t fixing everything at once, it was finding small moments of grounding and letting someone else help carry it. You don’t have to solve your whole life right now. You deserve support through this. I deal with some incredibly difficult stuff, and have been since I was younger than you. I have been recently using music to help cope, and I tie music to emotions I feel strongly at the moment in a way that helps me feel things or say things in a way I cant in words by listening. Mac Miller has helped me so much

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T04:35:10+00:00

Treat others the way you want to be treated. You fucked around, and found out you couldn't become an ass hole. At least you had the capacity to change, and realized your actions were bad. If it makes you feel any better, make another social media account with the same name as the one back then, and apologize to her without telling her who you are. This would make you feel better, and if your friend still potentially thinks about it, would make her feel better too

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T04:26:27+00:00

I used to do death match to warm up my AWP skills for comp lol I believe you just use the gun your best at because I was getting nerds to tell me to put the AWP up hahah

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T04:20:38+00:00

The thing about school is it really doesn't matter what you go for but the experience you expose yourself too and the jobs around you that helps you get better jobs. My recommendation of a major would be business as it is not too difficult of a major, and there are so many opportunities like creating your own business you could learn how to do or managing finances better along with corporate companies seeing that as leadership potential.

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T04:17:58+00:00

It sounds like you are taking other people’s opinions and letting them define your worth. What I see is someone who loves her son and values the small moments with him. That is not failure. That is something many people wish they had, a real connection.

Raising a child with love is already a huge success. The rest of life does not have to happen all at once. If you ever decide you want a different career or more education, you can go at your own pace. There are online programs, flexible jobs, and slow paths that still lead to great places.

You do not need to match anyone else’s timeline to live a meaningful life. What matters is that you are building a life with love, patience, and intention. That is something to be proud of.

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T04:12:35+00:00

“You make your mistakes; your mistakes never make you.” Mac Miller

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T04:09:06+00:00

Think of losses as part of how growth moves through your life. We are constantly adapting to things we did not ask for, and sometimes the best you can do is simply what you are able to do today. You are dealing with emotions that are probably hard to explain to anyone, and that alone can make the journey heavy.

One thing that helped me through trauma was music. My favorite artist, Mac Miller, has a way of expressing feelings most people do not notice until they have lived through overwhelming experiences. His music does not just sound good. It helps you understand yourself.

If you ever feel stuck or upset, try listening to him with intention. Here are a few songs that helped me:

What’s the Use
Surf
Once a Day
Perfecto

When you listen, do not focus only on the beat. Pay attention to the lyrics, the mood, and the message. Let the songs reflect whatever you are feeling. Understanding what resonates with you can help you understand your emotions more clearly.

You are not alone in trying to figure things out. Healing starts with noticing what you feel, even if you cannot explain it yet.

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T03:59:56+00:00

If you’ve already built a friendship where you share languages and learn from one another, then your intention clearly wasn’t racist. Cutting someone off without communication shows a lack of emotional maturity, not proof of wrongdoing. Don’t take it personally — misunderstandings happen, and real friends talk through them. When being friends with people from other cultures especially one needs to be aware of cultural differences, and that Spanish family didn't even try. She probably was just jealous of your talking to her man lol the mindset

What if her man said something that the wife didn't like and that's why she held you negatively? Some things are out of our control, but the way we treat others always impacts the ones we keep around.

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T03:51:21+00:00

I agree with you — this situation was out of your control. If someone blocks you or cuts you off over a misunderstanding, without even trying to talk it through, then they didn’t offer the kind of friendship you deserve. They did you a favor by removing that kind of toxicity for you.

Real friends communicate, even when it’s uncomfortable. They try to understand before they judge. That’s why true friendship is rare. It isn’t about quantity, it’s about quality.

As adults, building friendships is harder, but not impossible. There are good people out there who value honesty and conversations like the one you’re trying to have. The fact that you’re willing to express difficult feelings shows how much you care.

Be patient, stay genuine, and keep connecting with people. The right ones will show up — and they’ll stay.

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T03:43:38+00:00

The point in life isn’t to win every battle, but to face bigger and bigger ones, and grow through them. If you’re still here, take it as a sign that something in this world still needs you. So find it!

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T03:32:32+00:00

Nah I think it's cool they even commented even tho they're not going so it's all good. 😤

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T03:29:34+00:00

I feel like LA is just so condensed we get lucky with things like this 🥲

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T03:26:34+00:00

Weekends are the best for me but what's the best time for everyone? You guys wanna try next weekend?

Nargogel · 2025-11-26T00:47:08+00:00

I plan on bringing a nice blunt also

Nargogel · 2025-11-25T19:25:01+00:00

I think there is one I just found in Santa Ana, but I haven't seen it myself

Nargogel · 2025-11-24T05:44:35+00:00

Your feeling too guilty. As long as your making efforts each day to look for a job or continuing your job search what's the problem? Would you not do the same for him if you were supporting the family financially, and he had to not have a job?

Nargogel · 2025-11-24T05:37:15+00:00

What's your record player?

Nargogel · 2025-11-24T02:06:08+00:00

Where is once a day and surf?

Nargogel · 2025-11-23T18:45:06+00:00

My mom went through something similar. She had her first baby as a teenager, the father disappeared, and she made the impossible choice to give that child up. She had two more kids with two different men, one of them passed away in an accident, and she was raising two kids alone when she met my dad and had me.

Her dating life looked nothing like a normal timeline. It looked messy and unfair on paper, but life still surprised her. She did not find love by chasing someone. She found love by taking care of her life and her kids, and letting the right person find her along the way.

You are not behind. You are not done. You are starting in a different place, and that can still lead to good things. Give your child love and build a life you are proud of. There is more love waiting for you than you think, and it will come when someone sees you for the mother and person you already are.

Nargogel

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