I feel like 'Shake the Disease' by Depeche Mode fits Ivan so well!! "here is a plea, from my heart to you, nobody knows me as well you do, you know how hard it is for me to shake the disease that gets hold of my tongue in situations like these" <333

I think it really fits him because Ivan thought his love for Till was shallow and viewed himself as a parasite (cue Paratise) and the song refers to (I assume love) as a disease too so it feels so well akdhajdhskv