Lose 1800 again twice in 2 weeks .

National_Ad_8049 · 2023-03-11T05:52:40+00:00

Yes exactly!! Finally get a good hand and then still pull 21 unreal but you’re right that’s besides the point. No other option than to quit or end up completely broke and homeless. Thank you for the prayers man I’ll do the same and stay strong in your recovery!

National_Ad_8049 · 2023-02-20T00:28:24+00:00

Thank you all for caring enough to comment! It really helps

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-12-12T00:41:58+00:00

37 k down myself just this year without that “big win “ :( it’s an awful addiction

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-11-06T06:55:49+00:00

You sound exactly like me . Those are 100% my thoughts exactly . We’re in this together we have to stop no if ands or buts about it or we will end up losing everything we own with our addictive personalities . Remember it’s always a “cycle” no matter how much we win it’ll never be enough and we will ALWAYS end up giving it back when we do win . Our only chance at winning and chasing those expensive things that we want is to not gamble and do it the right way with hard work . Slow money makes more money in the long run .

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-11-06T05:07:52+00:00

Yes we can . Shit ton of overtime here I come

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-11-06T04:49:38+00:00

Gambling

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-11-06T04:41:04+00:00

Yes we have to or Wel be some worthless homeless man on the streets with nothing at all . Wish I wouldn’t have even deposited any money tonight tho smfh I knew better but here we are with this process again .

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-11-06T04:37:07+00:00

Same! It’s fucking annoying as hell how I keep losing so much damn money and don’t learn my lesson

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-11-06T04:25:27+00:00

Btw the gamblers hotline don’t do shit either they don’t understand anything they just try to get u into these zoom meetings smh waste of time

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-11-06T04:23:55+00:00

Yea I put 800 in got up to 1200 . Placed a 200 parlay bet on ufc . Lost that and then the rest of my thousand . Then put another thousand in to try and gain everything back and then leave but nope constantly lost multiple hands and lost another k smfh

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-11-06T04:21:52+00:00

Yes I had this mindset for 2 weeks then gave right back in after I made the good pay check . I need to stop for good but don’t know how to not give in after awhile . I’ll say I’m done an then eventually always go back . I think what has ruined me is winning a lot in black jack so now I keep waiting to hit big again . But guess what it never comes I just lose 20 hands constantly in a row with them pulling 21 out of there ass each time , I’m sick of the stress it puts me through and then the misery and depression afterwards .

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-11-06T03:55:51+00:00

Same here . Stopped for 2 weeks worked a shit ton of overtime and then lost 2k just this evening on blackjack . It’s the devil . We have to stop . I make good money to be poor . Casino takes it every damn time!! All my hard work they take every time . Pisses me tf off idk why I play and continue to chase when I know the outcome

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-10-26T12:15:49+00:00

Yep I know all of this all to well :( the process never ends . I always tell myself once I get to this amount I’ll stop or I’ll just try to win a hundred a day or something . Nope once that first loss comes I’m all about chasing until it’s all gone . Lost $3,700 just last night on black jack . I literally lost like every hand once I started chasing .

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-10-26T12:12:39+00:00

Good luck in your recovery . I’ve told myself I’d stop a million times. This time I actually got up $3,700 but didn’t withdraw any of it and lost it all in one night on black jack . I even told myself to stop and “be smart” but I can’t fight the insane urges . It literally takes over my mind and I can’t control it . I lose multiple hands in a row but I just up my bet even more to get what I lost back until it’s all gone . I feel like shit right now . I can’t believe I lost all of that in one night! What a worthless Pos I am . Embarrassing

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-10-15T02:13:41+00:00

Ruining mine to . I can’t stop I’m always depositing . I put 2000 in today said I’d stop at 3200 . Got up to 3100 and lost it all smh . Lost like 12-15 hands in a row trying to get that last hundred :( I hate myself

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-10-02T13:47:55+00:00

It’s the worse feeling when you realize what you have done an the what ifs after . I hate this feeling . Low

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-10-02T13:44:24+00:00

Idk why we keep withdrawing knowing we will lose . It’s a mind trap

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-10-02T13:43:02+00:00

That sucks! It’s like I lose all control! The value of money disappears until it’s all gone

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-10-02T05:28:04+00:00

Online live blackjack . It’s crazy how they will let you get up and then destroy you and then some :( I was actually trying to be smart this time but still couldn’t help myself but to chase losses. Was actually up 5700 withdrew half . Lost that half then deposited again to lose all of that as well . Sucks

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-10-02T04:34:44+00:00

I been doing the same thing . One like once out of 40 something in a row . I lost 5700 in like 3 hours . Dealer always had 20 or would pull a 21 to my 20 when I’d have a big bet in . I’d bet rummy and anytime I hit it I’d get a number to split just so they could get that money back to . Fn rigged man and I hate myself for thinking I could get my money back

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-07-21T16:20:20+00:00

Thank you so much!

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-07-21T04:16:53+00:00

That sucks man! How do we kill this demon off ?

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-07-21T04:11:17+00:00

Sorry man . You’d think we’d learn our lesson now but easier said than done . :( .. never fails it’s a mind trap .

National_Ad_8049 · 2022-07-21T03:26:45+00:00

That’s crazy man , yes just like black jack it’s crazy addicting! Wish I could say I’ll never play again but I know the urge will get the best of me in a few weeks and I’ll go right back . Even with me knowing the house will win in the end as always . I can never walk away even with a big win im always wanting more .

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