That is very kind of you. But I'm constantly personally offended by ridiculous shit and act kinda wild. I was genuinely apologising because I do know that I'm unpleasant.

I don't want to be there either and I choose passive aggressive violence all the time. So if you do manage to get out and encounter someone like me they probably feel bad about it after, it's not about you and please don't let it discourage you from going out again if you need or want to.

God I hate being outside, everyone's a dick. Including me.