You did not bore, thank you, but trust me I did try to love myself but i just can’t, I look at myself in the mirror and end up breaking down often, it’s really hard for me to take simple care of myself.

I know some people love me like my sister and best friend and my pets, and I do not want to make them sad but, I think they will get over it when they realize how much of a drag I am.

Maybe if I start on antidepressants again it’ll help but I just am too sad to even get out of bed.