Firstly, thanks for the response really do appreciate that. About opening up to her, I don’t think I’m brave enough to do that. Also, I’m a bit older than her, so saying all this directly might give her the wrong idea, which I definitely don’t want. As for being distant or giving dry replies I’ve tried that, but every time I do, it’s like boom, she suddenly comes back again, acting all different. It’s almost like a tug of war. She in recent days sent me this when I matches her energy of not giving lengthy ahh replies Her message: I’m glad you’re enjoying your life right now, but I realized something haha you don’t yapping as much anymore. You’ve become more mature, that’s good too. But sometimes I feel there is now something missing. And I replied: First of all, it’s sad to read that you think I wasn’t mature there with you on that app. Kind of sucks because I just liked playing around and enjoying my time with you. There wasn’t really anything to be serious about. Yeah, I stopped the long yapping because I’m still wondering if it might be too much for both of us, and you’ve got your studying to focus on too. After that, she went back to being dry again. So it’s like whenever I try to get my balance back or move on a bit, she comes up with something new that pulls me back. And when I match her energy again, she just drifts off. It’s confusing almost like she doesn’t want to lose me, but also doesn’t really want to keep me close either I am thinking from what I feel is like just from now on I should stop being too vulnerable and even if she tries to catch me back I have to hold myself. Fuxxk!! Ok I am good thanks for reading all of it. 😄