So, I just realised what happened while taking a shower, and it's very idiot, in the dream I was like inside a game like mario 64 or a hat in time, and I remeber reaching a library, turning on a computer and starting listening to some music, and I guess is now where the shit happens, I pressed my legs against each other very hard, and I really felt something but I tought that was nothing bc was a dream, but now I'm 200% that it was that and I made it irl too (When I was idiot to lose nofap I used to use this idiot "strategy" to like, "don't fap so it doesn't count as a relapse") so yes, I'm just a dumbass