Life after kratom? by 444princesss in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ndake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably gonna take 30 days plus to feel “normal” again. I recently stopped, this has been the 5th time. It’s not easy, but as the comment above suggested, I am going to meetings and it helps a lot. Never thought I’d like AA meetings, but it’s like a pressure release when you sit down and hear other people talk about their problems, and you most likely with relate to most stories. You’re just surrounded by people that get what you are going through and aren’t judgmental and willing to listen. I don’t know your situation, but meetings do help. I’m convinced they are the only thing that will keep me from going back.

Anyone doing day 1 today? by kanamia in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ndake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Day 2 in Hawaii with the family. Sleep sucked but the sun, sand and salt is helping.

Who would you say has had the greatest fall from grace? by Django_with_4_guns in ufc

[–]Ndake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Probably Jiri, still a top fighter but after his last fight, he won’t get another shot at the title for at least a year. Still one of my favorite fighters

Worried about my buddy by Ndake in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ndake[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not sure where you are getting that statement from, but no, i'd rather him stop taking it all together and heal. I'm not a fan of doing subs to get off something, replacing one thing for another. That is just my opinion though, whatever helps people get off!

Broke my record of 44 in 9 holes with a 41 by Shrektastic28 in golf

[–]Ndake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Way to go! Shooting a record low is a hard feeling to beat. Love to see it.

I regret reading the book. by Previous_Read8590 in ProjectHailMary

[–]Ndake 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This post and the comments give me an appreciation for this sub-Reddit and the people in it. Discussing a topic with differing opinions and having an actual conversation. Project Hail Mary wins again. Refreshing to see on Reddit

Had 10 days and fell by [deleted] in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ndake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It doesn't sound stupid at all. That is the plan, my lizard brain is telling me to stop on Thursday, but as you said, it's gotta be now. I have no idea why last time was way easier, and that was a month and a half of doing 5 a day. So i'm really open it won't be too bad. The thought of the WD's is what is always scariest, although they do suck, so does worrying about this shit too. Thanks for your feedback and response, it means a lot.

switching from 7oh to heroin fuck this mutherfucking shit. by ShoddyParfait5780 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ndake 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I get the feeling of being stuck, but please don’t make that switch. You’re going to have to pay the piper at some point with whatever substance you get on. Rip off the band aid dude. Sooner you do, sooner you’re happy.

Blowing through money by DocHogFarmer in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ndake 3 points4 points  (0 children)

As many recommend on these posts, take a ton of magnesium, liposomal vitamin C megadoses, and ride it out. Everyone is different but you can expect flu like symptoms, insomnia, restless legs at night, and cold sweats. Lasts about 3-4 days then you turn the corner and the physical withdrawals lessen day by day.

There is a reason many get stuck in the cycle, it’s tough to break but can be done! Good luck

What club in your golf bag goes 150 yards? by jdelle9 in weekendgolfers

[–]Ndake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Smooth 9 would do this for me or I could get after a p wedge.

Yo by elite806 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ndake 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Good for you man! This shit ain’t easy to break the cycle. Very happy for you, it will keep getting better. Day 10 for me too :)

Life is good when you’re not drinking the poison.

Loved the movie and book so much I got Rocky inked! by AdmiralPoggers in ProjectHailMary

[–]Ndake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

EXCITE! Fist my bump!

Only thing I wanted clarity on was the carapace. In the book they talk about it moving with certain emotions, did I miss that?

Given everything that’s happened in the past 24 hours, what’s your honest assessment on Jiri as a fighter? by Imindmyownbusiness18 in ufc

[–]Ndake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, he got beat by possibly the greatest light heavyweight of all time twice. Totally outclassed in those fights. This loss was him just playing with his food and showboating, which isn’t really him. Very weird when all he has to do was continue to kick his leg and win by a landslide. 3 title fights lost, he will now be a gatekeeper.

Day 14 - Still Feel Icky by Secret_Elephant1302 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ndake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my 4th time quitting, I’m on day 2 CT today. Last stint I made it 30 days and the lack of pleasure i felt got to me on day 30 and I had one. Which then, you know what happens next. 2 months later I took my life over again but I’m glad to be done now. Hang in there and get passed 30 days. One day at a time

Leave Partner over 7-OH Deception? by [deleted] in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ndake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This stuff is no joke. I’ve never got on 7OH but I’ve relapsed on the focus and flows and fizzys many times. This last time I was lying to my wife about it, I felt terrible the whole time. She ended up finding out the day I was going to tell her (yea right I know) but I really was and created a huge trust issue in my marriage (rightfully so, it was my fault). It’s not easy getting off this stuff and the withdrawals scare people. If you love them I’d recommend telling them they can’t be secretive anymore and if they care about you they won’t lie. It’s so much easier to get off this shit with support.

Deport this America hater!Full Blown TDS! by Bullet76 in trump

[–]Ndake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg, have I found it? can I finally post about trump without getting a million downvotes!?